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While I was at work last night I started to think of a girl that once a year has appeared in my life, Yes I do like her and she knows I do, but everytime I come in contact with her she almost emidiatly sever ties with me and I feel broken. Why do I like her do this to me, why does she run away everytime we meet again. Shes alway very nice and seems ( Read more... )

So I sit here again thinking about how much I want to crawl under my bed and just hide from the word. I want out of the house, I want to get out of this job, I just want some one who has time to talk to me about anything. I've got nothing but my computer, my RP books, nothing more. why didn't I move in with my sister, why didn't I take mikes offer ( Read more... )

I've been wonder lately why my mindset has changed from what it was... about a year ago I wanted to have a girlfriend so much, now I see most females as just pretty things to admire for a few moments, like people admire artwork. I don't see having any realationships ever again and I really don't know why.... Maybe I'm becoming the Paladin my ( Read more... )

It starting to seem more and more appearant that My girlfriend is looking for a reason to break up with me, it seems to get so bad some times I just don't feel safe saying anything. It really hurts that she might want to break up with me but I am trying to watch myself more and more just so that I don't say something that she might take the wrong ( Read more... )

Well jurys in I'm moving to Beamont with parents even though I want to move out, and Girl friend said that if I move to Beamont that we should probably break up (which I would rather not do)..... Guess what this means guys? I've now thinking about the only choice that seems there for me...... Joining the Military!!!! I really don't see any other ( Read more... )

I don't like being tickled and I know under all the laughs and it does feel somewhat pleasent... it accually hurt. This explains why I attack most people who tickle me. its just a wonder that I've never told anyone, I know most people enjoy being tickled but It accually hurt for me. So sorry to all those who tickled me and got attacked.

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Ya she dumped me.... She said something about feeling trapped...... I wish I could have her back.... what did I do???

I'm sitting at my desk chatting with my Girlfriend on MSN and alls I can think of is wanting to be near her, But she wants me to keep my job. I think I really am addicted to her....... I think I might go on a killing spree...... wonder if anyone would stop me........ NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN.... HEY WHATS IN THAT NEEDLE.......... OUCH..........