I am so depressed.....I just got done bawling on the phone with Stefani. Is long story. Don't wanna talk bout it.... I feel like ...... there is no sense in effort to smash skulls, or be frustrated, or use force of hitting or throwing or something to hurt myself. Maybe cutting. But the effort seems to ....minor... I just feel apathetic.... I can't ( Read more... )

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The events of December 4th will never be clear, but here is what we do know (bwahahah ( Read more... )

ANYBODY GOT A DEAD JOURNAL CODE?!?!

INSIDE HER JOKE lmao.

sorry had to say that its a Megan J. and me thing very long story very very long story......lmao "are you tall with long hair? or short with long hair? is it curly?"

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