I'll never feel the weight of your hands
Inside mine like diamonds
Lace so fine ballerina
Cupcake and my earthquake
Wakes me from a sleep that
Never comes are you breathing
Waiting for me
I didn't really want you
But I want you now
Was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
I didn't think I needed you
But I need you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you crashing down
Into the empty world
The music stops
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
You will always be mine
The room spins
Pull you from me
My body burns
Tell me of the rainbows
The colors that the rain throws
Ballerina dance softly
She knows when to come only
When she's called I’m slowly coming to
I didn't really want you
But I need you
Was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
I didn't think I wanted you
But I want you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you crashing down
Into the empty world
The music stops
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
You will always be mine
So, so sorry
Just come back for me now
So, so sorry
Just come back to me now
oh soon
I didn't think I wanted you
But I want you now
It was so foolish of me
To feel you tumbling down
Into that empty room
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
I didn't think I needed you
But I need you now
Was so empty in me
To feel you tumbling down
Into the empty world
The lights went out
I want to rescue want to scream out loud
That you will always be mine
Why do these songs always seem so unbelievably poigniant? Or, however you spell that. I work too much.
I sleep not enough. I am not getting anything done. But I have no energy. Agh.
I feel like every one of my friends is ridiculously annoyed by me. Specially some of the people I work with. I am definatly taking a step back. People whom I thought were some of my better friends are turning out to be somewhat two-faced. Or maybe...I'm just being paranoid and silly.
I ALMOST LOST MY CAT TODAY! Holy shit. Fucking scary. She got outside somehow, so I discovered when I got home from work. She was standing at the door, meowing and peering in when I went to race outside to find her. Talk about freaking out. That would have been the cap to a retardedly bad day. Customers were completely ridiculous, in addition to Bryan being an uber-douche. Ok, enough ranting, I'm going to Shannons. I need a cold beer.