Well, I turned 20. No fuss, no matter, no presents. It, happened. Can't say I am disappointed. Just one year older.
It was a good night.

These past few nights have also been good. Thanks Shanonononon for rocking it up with me.
Bri, I wouldn't share my birthday with anyone else. <3

Ahhh. Life.

I step into the spotlight as insecure ( Read more... )

I want the guy that will call me first ( Read more... )

The worst part about breaking up with someone is the little reminders they have left behind. The little memories that are attatched to certain objects, places, activities. Or even, the actual things they have left behind. Like a Hardees wrapper. Or a coat. A condom wrapper ( Read more... )

It's fucking official. I can't fucking do this anymore. I have the worst taste in guys EVER ( Read more... )

Thought this maybe would cheer me up...but nope. Well, ok, it did a little ( Read more... )

I have become invisible.

It's cool though, I knew I wasn't the one for him. Especially when the chick that is right for him is sitting right here.

I'm going insane. I am mad and no one knows it.

I am invisible.

I worked my first full (9 HOUR DAY) at Wally World today. Now I know what Bri was raving about when she ranted about retail. Seriously. Working in the Lawn and Garden Center is awesome, I get to stock shelves, play with machinery, water plants, etc...but working elsewhere (domestics) blows. Zone defense, as its called, (basically making sure ( Read more... )

I never thought it was possible to love someone so much it hurt. To love them that you were willing to change your entire life for them. It terrifies me now, now I seem psychotic and insane, obsessed. My entire world revolved around him. Now I fear that I've lost him forever, and I feel empty, numb, lost, confused. My world is not complete ( Read more... )

I don’t know what this rebellion is all about, I guess it’s something we all go through. You could shave your head (oops, too late), tattoo your entire body, get anything and everything pierced that you can possibly think of, shave your entire body, do whatever. And I’d still love you. If you are doing all this in the hopes that it will drive me ( Read more... )