It's official, Supernatural owns me.....
*FLAILS LIKE A BIG FLAIL-Y THING!!!!*
So I just watched Heart and there is much squee beneath the cut
oh, Dean. OH, SAM!
*hugs the boys so tight*
First off, the sexin' was scorchingly HOT!!!!! Those muscles and biceps and pecs and lip chewing and I wish someone would kiss me like Jared was kissing her.... (honey, where are you???)
Second, yeah I could see where this was going right from the start but WHO CARES???!!!!
The last couple of scenes just about killed me.... first when she asks him to kill her, even though she doesn't want to die. All I could think was 'this is exactly what Sam asked Dean to do for him'. And I could see that in Dean's face and Sam's when he realized the same thing. Then when Sammy took the gun from Dean the look between them made my heart ache to the core. The silent acknowledgement of what they had to do and what they had promised each other weighs so heavily on them and to have to do the same for anyone else makes it even harder.
Both Jensen and Jared rocked this episode in my opinion but Jared's tears at the end broke me. It's final, I'm broken and I'm not sure how I'll get better.
Maybe I need to go find some J2 porn.... any suggestions?