My biggest problem these days are those of the past. I feel as though I've cheated myself out of happiness since moving to Miami, and I can't turn back the clock and relive the last few years to their full enjoyment.

I think that my own dissatisfaction with life... with my life... has been completely my fault.

I had the perfect day today. Last night ( Read more... )

This excerpt represents our political crisis expertly ( Read more... )

From a man who is so beautifully sexual, willingly open, brave, talented, handsome, hard, soft, rough, strong, controlling, submissive, malleable, curly, straight, naked, artistic, sensual, spiritual... I don't know what I want. But it's something more than just sex.

-------- errrrrrrr. STOP RIGHT THERE! (A+ to you if you get the reference)

THAT ( ( Read more... )

I just got back from the first big BFA meeting/dinner at Dale's house. Four hours of planning, organizing, arranging, scheduling, discussing, etc. etc. etc. We should have had drinks, I now have a headache and for no good reason ( Read more... )

I remember the last conversation I had with Adam as if it were yesterday. What I said, what he said, and the feeling of deep panic, loss, and hopelessness as I violently hung up on him. The despair was so deep, so internal. I wanted to rip open my body and free myself from the tragedy and demise of my love for him, the feelings of hurt, bitterness ( Read more... )

1. My uncle once: was alive ( Read more... )

Under conventional college terms and conditions, it is the end of the summer. I am in Buffalo at the end of a great home visit and it is 55 degrees. Tomorrow when I land in Miami it will be 90. Eck ( Read more... )

I'm coming back to LJ. Or coming back to my personal blog but putting it on blogger. Just a thought. My doggy died today.

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