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I really did love that cat. All it had in this world was it's love to give. I've never encountered such a friendly feline, I don't think. All it wanted was to be loved, and I could've tried harder. Appreciated her more. Sadly, I didn't. It's funny, cuz I never even realized it at the time, the other day whilst mowing the lawn. It was laying away ( Read more... )

Mashed Potatoes died...

So it's morning and I'm still pretty awake. Smokin a cigg, talkin to Clark. Radiation 4. Just read the intro to The Rum Diary, have a feeling I'm really gonna enjoy it. After bowling, spent most of the night trying to decipher my illness...assuming I do, in fact, have an illness. I think I have some sort of anxiety disorder plus depression, among ( Read more... )

It's late, no one's on, yet I'm still up and at this damned computer. Figured I'd post some of the poems I favored in the book I'm readin by Bukowski, hope people can appreciate 'em like I do...

( -run with the hunted- )

I guess my one regret is that I could've been a bigger man. I could've stopped whining and complaining and just accepted what was and things prolly would've turned out differently. Or maybe not. There's really no way to tell. All there is is what once was and what that has now become. We are two different lives and that love is now lost. Acceptence ( Read more... )

In f o r m a t i o n ( Read more... )

you are seagreen
#2E8B57
Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is ( Read more... )

lets pretend were not needy ( Read more... )