Talking to a school therapist and then a campus doctor, and my teacher, it feels like SO much effort is being put into helping me get through the quarter. I never thought I'd be that person. I never knew how easy it would become to fall into that path ( Read more... )

I'm really sorry to be saying that I'm going through my friend list and am deleting people ( Read more... )

So much anxiety right now. It sucks being the person that needs to depend on help in order to get by. While it is comforting, and it is helpful when the teachers know that I am struggling, and they want to help me, and they show their care...it doesn't make the anxiety go away ( Read more... )

It's nice to know after all these years of hating school that I'm not stupid or lazy, just anxious and struggling. It's something that can be helped.

Do you ever get consumed with concepts? Thinking through philosophies and putting them into words ( Read more... )

Movies are about to get WAY more amazing now with my BRAND SPANKIN' NEW PROJECTOR!!! My parents & g-parents all went in on one for me for my birthday!!! SO EXCITED to get our old bonus room cleaned up and turned into an entertainment center!!! Can you just imagine watching INCEPTION back on a (somewhat) big screen??? The Dark Knight?? Kill Bill, or ( Read more... )

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I don't know if Ben is going through an unhappy-phase or what. I would try to ask him about it, but he's a "MAN" and would never say if he's not okay. He's increasingly unenjoyable to be around. He's constantly making remarks to oppose people. He used to do this in good spirits, and go into fun and competitive debates. But now it's just like he's ( Read more... )

AW MAN. INCEPTION is playing at the theatre near me (again, for some reason that I will not question!) And I don't know if I can NOT go to see it!!! I have been wanting to watch it lately, anyway, and who knows how many more times I'll have this opportunity, right? Right?? I've seen it 3 or 4 times on the big screen already, butbutbut. I can't help ( Read more... )

It honestly makes me kind of sad when I glance through the pictures of me on facebook and I can see how my weight has fluctuated, and I've gone from chubby-ish to less chubby or more chubby. It seems to go up and down every year. I hope this year is different. I am really enjoying working out and getting fit. I like the feeling of being physically ( Read more... )