enlightenment

[majesticwings]

these last few weeks have been a time of reflection and contemplation for me. i took joys advice and have been trying to find out who i really am. even though i am really no closer than i was a few weeks ago i have found some truth. i have found that i use myself, allparts of me to keep people at a distance or to make them believe a truth about me

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Hum...

[ironicallyjoy]

Lorna, finding urself isnt gonna b easy. Trust me. I have been able to establish who i am in the past yr but i still have my doubts and moments of new self discovery. U just need to focus on tryin to b more of who u wanna b then who ppl want to expect out of u. U shouldnt rely on others opinions and allow others to challenge ur beliefs as much as u do. Just try to have fun and wrry less about wat ppl think. When the time is rite ull know who u r. -Sincerly, joy-

Re: Hum...

[majesticwings]

it has been really hard even harder since i'm emotionaly mentally and physically in pain....there is so much in my life that i breaking down around me and i just want to run far far away. i dont want to go back to that school and those people and the memories i just want to go away and start over be able to hide in a crowd not have anyone know who i am. solitude is becoming more and more appealing

[anonymous]

Running away from everyting won't solve your problems. In fact it would probably make it worse. By facing and solving your problems you will become a stronger person and in the end you will be satisfied with yourself. Besides, who cares what others think of you? All that matters is that you're happy and confident with yourself which is what you need to obtain. By listening to other people's pathetic attempts to make themselves feel better by putting you down will just make you feel depressed, which is something that is not worth feeling insecure over.

[anonymous]

YES!!!