sigh back to square one again. overthinking my relationships. it's just so hard for me to think someone could actuially care about me. i hardly care about myself. i just know what a really am. plain bookish and uninteresting. people love me because i'm a good kind person but i don't believe they ever will be able to love me forever. ken says he ( Read more... )

my lord i'm sitting here on the phone with my boyfriend and his caveman friends ( Read more... )

i hate it when i stick my foot in my mouth my intentions are useally good but i end up making people upset anyways. i have a knack for that. have screwed up many friendships and relationships because of that. I am cursed with the fact tht i can always say the wrong thing at the wrong time. this on top of the fact that i still don't knwo where my ( Read more... )

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