The feeling that no one shows hope in what I want...

Nov 28, 2005 11:22

Why must I feel like I have to keep looking over my shoulder just to find another that doesn't trust my choice. I feel that everyone is just pushing me. Which I hate. And will make fade away to a mear memory. I've gotten support from my real friends and the one's that count to me. I may not have as must text capabiltys anymore and only have MSN, ( Read more... )

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Hope twolives_oneluv November 28 2005, 19:19:38 UTC
I'm glad you are happy. I hope you realize that. Just don't forget the ones who you have helped in the past and whom have helped you. I hope you are not implying that I am not a real friend. If you are, I hope you know how much that hurts. Nobody asked you to take the world onto your shoulders. Or at least I didn't. I only ask that you don't forget about the ones that were there for you and vice versa. I am sorry I can't place faith into your choice. There just semms to be too many shortcomings in the way it was carried out for me to do so. I hope you prove me wrong. We both know how much I love that. Plus I figure I will stick to placing my faith in God. You need to as well. Don't forget that. Tracy asked about you the other day. I told her you moved. She wished you luck and blessings. You should E-mail her. I really am sorry. Keep in touch and give Fiona a kiss for me. (Projection?) I need your address so I can send you a Christmas card. Love and God bless.

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tokajikyoden November 28 2005, 19:21:51 UTC
we're not assuming anything, we're just concerned about a 19 year old getting engaged to someone after dating for 2months, and then moving in with them after three. especially when that person has a kid, and lives in MI. Taking a page from Rave Master, as much as i may hate you, we're true friends underneath, and i still care, even if i really don't want to.

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cum_on_eileen November 29 2005, 04:00:54 UTC
If anyone was pushing you they were only doing it in your best interest. Moving states away to be with someone would be all good if you had some college experience/degree or well paying job lined up but you're pretty much going into it ostrich style. Head in the dirt, ass in the air, blind and prepared to get torn apart or fucked. Life isn't all about following your heart and doing whatever makes you happy. Sometimes it's about being rational and having priorities in order. However, unlike the other two, I don't really give a shit.

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anonymous November 29 2005, 04:24:05 UTC
Why to not reply to comments

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shortally04 December 1 2005, 00:06:49 UTC
To the anonymous- What?

To Vance- How are things there? what are you doing there? what does your mother think about this all? The truth. What does she think?

Well I hope that everything is going good. Talk to you soon, I hope.

-Michele

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To everyone and Vance anonymous December 1 2005, 01:00:03 UTC
Well everyone i'm glad you are concerned about our Vance, but there is no one out there, and i mean NO ONE that knows him like i do. You all may have what you may think is "great" advice for him. The truth is hes a grown man. If he wants to go into this with his "ass in the air" like an ostrich, thats his choice. No one else in Watertown knows Caiti like i do either, she really does love Vance! I know it sounds crazy, but crazier things have happened. I'll be the first to admit i had no buisness getting married at 18, I did it though, no one could tell me otherwise. Here it is 3 years and 3 months later and my husband and i are still going strong. So please have faith in Vance, he and Caiti deserve at least that. NO MORE bashing Caiti either, none of you know her!! I say this especially to the message Vance got from Mystery Murdock. Caiti, at 18, already knows what she wants to do in life, a career, not just a job. She'll be damn good at it too. Well shit i wrote alot, i doubt anyone will even read this but i don't feel it was a waste ( ... )

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Re: To everyone and Vance cum_on_eileen December 1 2005, 03:10:41 UTC
I know them both enough to know they're very immature. And you can't compare your husband and you to Vance and Caiti.

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Re: To everyone and Vance anonymous December 17 2005, 19:10:13 UTC
Thats very true Dan, I shouldn't have compared us to them. We should hang out sometime, I miss you.

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Re: To everyone and Vance shortally04 December 3 2005, 05:27:12 UTC
Who made you the spokesperson for Vance? And why is he "YOUR" Vance now? I know that this sounds rude, but I think that Vance can talk for himself. You might know Vance better than us but we are his friends too. Or we were his friends. I can't talk for everyone, but as for me, he is still my friend.

-Michele

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