i feel like ive been neglecting my LJ and that makes me sad. all of my recent entries have been a few lines, and thats it. so this ones gonna be a little longer..and you better read it ALL ( Read more... )

I think Im just going to start having sex with every guy who will have me..not really, but that might help me out a little bit, and piss the hell out of andrew. im not going to date him, but i do love him and it sucks that he thinks that the only reason he needs to change is because i want him too, and thats not cool. he needs to want to change for ( Read more... )

Im in a good mood today. Im not sure why, but I am ( Read more... )

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Main event today ( Read more... )

Feeling better ( Read more... )

I took my first big step into becoming a better person today. I went to my therapist today and I realized that Im happy. Its been a really long time since Ive been able to look back and say 'its not just today, but everyday. I like my life and who I am now' and it feels really good. Well, it FELT really good this morning. Ive been working my ass ( Read more... )

Andrew just left and Im so worried about him. I love him(not to be confused with IN love)too much to let him fuck his life up ( Read more... )

I want to see a really good movie..I need suggestions!

I am refusing to date anyone who can say 'yes' to any of these...

Do you live in a car?
Do you hang out with kids who smoke crack constantly?
Do you want to drop out of school because you dont feel like going?
Do you want to mess up your a life that youre lucky enough to have you mom support?

Damn Ledford, cut it out! Its really not worth it and its ( Read more... )