I miss the past so fucking much ( Read more... )

I think we all know what I did today.

I'm alive ( Read more... )

I have completely fucked up my layout
Royally.
If you wish to help me, as I so clearly need it
feel free to offer.
I would appreciate it immmmensely..

Bipolar is working against me all too suddenly, within a moment of miniscule anxiety. The attack starts shortly, a thumb-tack studded baseball bat ripping its way through your chest, followed by cold air flowing its way in and out of your pores, goose pimples all that's left of your pale flesh, overworked and overwound by the realization that you ( Read more... )

This years birthday was unlike any other ( Read more... )

It's the last day of my life that I will ever be technically referred to as a minor again ( Read more... )

Things are never as good as they could be ( Read more... )

I am just a dreamer
but you are just a dream
--

Dear diary,
He asks me how my day went;
The thing about that is
he says he cares
he doesnt even have to mean it
I'm just happy he makes the effort to pretend
If I had the power to make people feel about me the way I do him, I'd be immortal too.
Yours truly,
Insane and in lust

you draw such pictures in my head
with so few words I know what you said

I think about you much more than I should.