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Today is worthless. It sucks having so much free time all the time and then having absolutely nothing to do with it. What happened to the days when I enjoyed being by myself?
I can't wait, I can't wait, but I always do.
I watched the Huey P. Newton story today. Just in case you didn't know, he's the one of two men who formed the Black Panther party. It was very interesting, the things that he had to say. And he, himself, is a very interesting person. His emotions come and go in seconds and he talks so fast you can hardly keep up. And why does About Schmidt still make me sad?
Have you ever sat down to go to the bathroom and forgot to put the seat down? Well I did, and my butt was wet with toilet water.
So, I haven't driven ONCE since I got my license. I am very pissed. My parents are so lame. Everytime I ask if I can drive they say "No, We are in a hurry. You can drive later" And they wont let me drive on my own yet because they dont feel comforitable with it. I feel comforitable, isn't that important?
There are SO many things where I say "I need to do this or change that or fix this" and I never do.
I'm just going to say screw it, this is who I am and I need to learn to live with it.
I love you so incredibly much.
And I think about you so often.
I can't help it.
Ryan.
I can't wait, I can't wait, but I always do.
I watched the Huey P. Newton story today. Just in case you didn't know, he's the one of two men who formed the Black Panther party. It was very interesting, the things that he had to say. And he, himself, is a very interesting person. His emotions come and go in seconds and he talks so fast you can hardly keep up. And why does About Schmidt still make me sad?
Have you ever sat down to go to the bathroom and forgot to put the seat down? Well I did, and my butt was wet with toilet water.
So, I haven't driven ONCE since I got my license. I am very pissed. My parents are so lame. Everytime I ask if I can drive they say "No, We are in a hurry. You can drive later" And they wont let me drive on my own yet because they dont feel comforitable with it. I feel comforitable, isn't that important?
There are SO many things where I say "I need to do this or change that or fix this" and I never do.
I'm just going to say screw it, this is who I am and I need to learn to live with it.
I love you so incredibly much.
And I think about you so often.
I can't help it.
Ryan.