So, if I haven't mentioned before, there is a very attractive guy in my physics class. And I hooked into the gossip chain to see if he was single, and before I got an answe back, I gave in an searched him on the hellspawn that is myspace. And I found him. And I found out he's single. And that he has a bunch of photos that make me salivate ( Read more... )

Well so, even Bryan councils me to date someone ELSE before considering Collin again, and at this point, I admit, it's a good idea. The only thing is, I have no idea how to go about finding a date, nor do I think I can attract one. I did ask a friend to inquire about the attractive guy in physics, so if he's free maybe I'll make some sort of ( Read more... )

I'm so pleased! I just spent a really good day with Kath and Isaac. We went and saw 300, for me the second time, and I loved it jsut as much as the first. The whole time we hung out, I was jsut bouncing off the walls. Spring gets to me like this, I just wanna run around and PLAY! So I'm totally hyped up and wanting to pounce everyone, and I only ( Read more... )

Ok. Coming to terms with it. It's not all Collin's fault. I don't know how to treat him, I treat all my friends like I do him, but when I'd easily cuddle up to all my others friends, I can't with him. All the same, I treated him as a significant other, not a friend, the only difference is we weren't kissing. I guess the truth is I wanna tell him ( Read more... )

What is this bullshittery? Collin and I were gonna go see 300, and then ALMOST he wasn't able to go. So last minute, he pull sup and decides, oh, he can go. So I get in trouble for hasty planning, and we pick him up only to be late for our showing. *Sigh* So we wait around two hours and first we get some food, then walk around petsmart. And the ( Read more... )

Nothing goin' on these days. Life is going steady, I'm keeping happy, which is spectacular, Gonna see 300 with Collin hopefull on Friday, and dunno about saturday. I'm very eagar to have the folk upstairs out (For those who don't know, we're renting the upstairs, they're bastards, we're kicking them out, and as of this very second I can hear them ( Read more... )

True to my word, I did not in fact make any moves on Collin. I did however, apoligize to him ( Read more... )

*Leans back, crosses legs* Screw it all. I'd rather be single. Tomorrow, it'll just be friends hanging out. Not gonna make advances on him or anything. I like being single and free of commitment too much. Call me shallow or flakey, I'll prolly agree, but all the same. Maybe I'll flirt with that cute guy in physics, or maybe I'll just bask in not ( Read more... )

So Kath and I decided we wouldn't be more than friends for now. Which was actually my choice, since I am desperately wishing to be back with Collin, depression and all. I'm gonna see him on Saturday, we're gonna be at my house watching movies, as per usual. We almost decided on seeing Ghost Rider, but we're both still broke. So there's that, and I ( Read more... )

God, I'm so sore, it doesn't bear thinking about... So, peoples wanted to know how the "1 week plan" turned out. It didn't. If anything, my feelings have just gotten stronger. But, I'm still not sure that I'm gonna cave in and go back to him. I would like, first and foremost to talk to him, in person, about it all. Barring that, I tihnk maybe I'll ( Read more... )