ok
I'm fucking lonely
all I want is to curl up
with someone and go to sleep for days.
I hate it when I get like this.
I sound like such an emo kid.
but I don't care.
it's not like everyone else
hasn't felt like this before.

today sucked.
I hate coming to dayton
maybe going to steves tomorrow
and recording some stuff.
getting drunk.
sounds

didn't go to sleep ( Read more... )

So chad and I are trying to get people to come over and swim, and have a bonfire. call. 734- 0459 If your reading this, your more than welcome to come. I live on patterson, right off south charity.

Ps: you should bring me a drink. :]

Dad and I both got jobs.
I'm pretty fucking happy.
things are finally going to get better.

I have a crush.
it's gay.
I absolutley hate it.

L.a ink is the shit.

hopefully doing something cool tomorrow.

last night ryan and miranda came over. we watched a movie about jack the ripper. it was pretty gnarly. talked to jelly before I went to sleep. I got really sad, but it's ok. woke up today, went to another job interveiw. hopefully this one works out better. I really need it. came home, dads girlfriend mary is here. She seems nice. I don't feel to ( Read more... )

tonight was fun.
went to eastgate with miranda, chad, tiffany, and ryan. Met alot of cool people. went to walmart and skated lol, then went to starbucks and chilled there for a long time.

Miranda is so sweet. She said she'd go to the horrorpops show with me. :] should be fun. I'm glad I know her.

the party at tiffanys was insnae ( Read more... )

I guess I'm hosting a party tomorrow.
Jesse called and said they need somewhere.
I have a pool and lots of land so it works.
lots of work to do though. have to dig out the bonfirepit.
set shit up.
supposed to be like 20 or more people coming.
should be fun.
going to drink till I drop.
let me know if you want to come.

I should have a job by the end of this week!

So new goal. the horrorpops are coming to ohio in sept.

I am going to that show.

need to save up money.

find someone to go with me.

it's going to happen.

no matter what.

I really wanted to see blitzkid..:[

my little brother is so weird.
it's five in the morning and
he's sitting at the table by me,
dunking his head in a giant bowl
of ice water? lol I asked him what
he was doing and he said " getting
rid of the bags under my eyes"
I love him. Hes so cute sometimes.