s0o..i was getting better and wasnt always getting depressed and everything but then today..OUT OF NO WHERE..i got all pissed off..and idk..im starting to get annoyed with it and i know nobody cares..but idk..yahh s0o..b4 i got all mad for no reason my day was goin good..i got to school at like 7:10..yah..dont ask me why..cuz it didnt start til 9: ( Read more... )

i really dont no why i continue to write in this when nobody reads it. or comments that is. cuz i dont know who reads it and who doesnt but yah..well..my life hasnt really changed from the last time i wrote in this piece of shit..it still sux..im still depressed..nonstop..but o well..cant really control it ryt?..yah but idk..im getting to the point ( Read more... )

wow..thats alot of ppl that read my journal..hmm 3 ppl..niiiice ( Read more... )

i wanna see who actually readys my journal..so if u read this..fill this out..mmkayyy ( Read more... )

kay..my life really sux..i cant stand it..i go into these like stages wen ill b all fine..and then ill get all fuckin depressed nd ugh..its pissing me off..i cant stand it..and wen i tell my mom i need to go to a shrink she is all like o0o ur fine..nothings wrong with u..and im like yahh thats wat u think..my mother seriously doesnt no shit about ( Read more... )

im s0o sick of all this shit thats going around about me..im seriously getting to the point where i wanna switch schools again..its reallly starting to piss me off but nobody fucking gives a shit about me anyways ...well xcept stephanie kristin and robby..i guess..

but yahh...

bye

yah i know..lemme just start reading the comments from jordan about how dumb i am cuz i write in it after i say im not going to..well yahhh no wat? BITE ME U LOSER heee how cool am i..i said loser.. yahhh tartar sarce..hee heeee yah annnyways ( Read more... )

im definitely not writing in this anymore..

ok welll yesterday was homecoming which was funnnn as hell and there was this really hot guy and his name is carlos and oooo hes hot =) and stephanie asked him if he liked me and he said "kinda sorta yeah" which i dont believe but wat evr..and stephanie will say thats cuz i have sum kinda "disorder" as she would say about thinking guys like me..but ( Read more... )

aha i didnt go to school today cuz my mother woke me up late cuz my step dad woke her up late haaa thats a good thing tho cuz i didnt do any of my hw but yahh.. i was sooo bored today..i had to go my grandmas with my mother and my psycho uncle that was like writing out his will cuz he said hes gona kill himself cuz his wife is divorcing him..but ( Read more... )