Ugh. kinda going out with Evan Robert Wilder!

soo excited for that lol!

today was a REALLY good day & it sucked

*Evan tricked me& acted like he wasn't going to ask me out & I was mad at the world 2 & 3rd period until I saw him going into 4th & he asked me you :D   & then I got home & I had to clean but the plus side is my awesome cousins ( Read more... )

                                     It kinda hurts to breath

& it's like nothing I do works.

plane & simple.

I just want *him* back forever.

I feel betray & useless

when nothings wrong

try to cheer myself up

reality is,

it's all gone.

writing pointless poems

drownding in self pitty

lying to myself

& feeling oh so shitty   :)

this is the first time

i've ever felt this lonely

with so much to say

& only myself to blame

it seems everyones forgotten

but of what i'm still unsure

just ( Read more... )

*Orientation*

1st-English 1 with Wiliomson

2nd-- Earth & space science honors with Whitt

3rd--- Algibra 1a with dunno

&

4th---- Drawing & painting with dunno

I'm *SO* excited for skool!

Steph went with me. we saw Ryan, Jeffery, Luke, Cory, Evan Wilder, Sam Tilton, && gosh EVERYONE!

Evan is so flipping tall & skinny!!  lol Luke cut his hair, ( Read more... )

okay well i'm finally ungrounded.

I went to the mall wiht Stephanie today & had some fun. met some boy named Gaven.

& now we r just haning out & my mom & step dad are doing it or someing lmao EW i can hear them

kinda sick. but anyway...within a 2 week period nothing is going on! I talked to Evan Wilder a few times & i'v written alot lately ( Read more... )

mmhhmm kay.

I hate boys.

I love Evan Wilder.

I love Staphanie May.  I love Alexandra Bogaert. I love Brittany Bennett. I love Samantha Tilton. I love Brianne Martin. I love Jenai at the moment i can't remember her last name. I love Kathleen McGrisken. I love Ryan Hayden. I love Stephanie Bogaert. I love Alicia N. I love Kayla ( Read more... )

hey ya'll

Stephanies party was AWESOME!

but right after i got grouded & i'm grounded until' the 30th!!

so i won't be on for a while.

so leave me alot of comments so i'll actuall;y have something to do when i get back on.

well I like Chris :) :) :)

oh & Evan Wilder called me today. :( :( i told him i still loved him.

well only a few more ( Read more... )

It's offical

I love him.

It's been 4 months since we broke up & still I cry almost as hard as when it first happened.

& still I insist on making myself cry more. that one song. I insist on downloading it. it makes me cry.

the first time i'v cryed in about 2 months. & through all this crap thats going on with my family which none of my friends ( Read more... )

I went to the beach with my sister yesterday. & saw Jared & Dixon & hung out.

I went to the beach with my sister & Stephanie May today. saw Jared & Chris & hung out with them from like 11:30 til 3:30. we had SO much fun!!!!! I think I like Chris. he has to get brain surgery. :( but I hope he gets out okay because I really love hanging out wiht ( Read more... )

*okay my eyes are officially addicted to Visine.*

& me & Brianne are offically friends again, something has gotten into her but I hope it stays. maybe it's the movie. haha

we talked & she helped me & I know what I want & i'm not going to let anything stop me :)  ::thanx Brianne::

in other news..

I like being single. But I want ( Read more... )