okay, im at my aunts right now. and holy fuglid jesus is this katy chic undescribibly horrible looking. i cant even explain the horror. lmao where is sap? i need her right now. lmao well anyways besides the downhill of faggamuffins girlfriends. andrew is the most awesome kid. ive been around my aunts all day so we hung out for quiet a while, i ( Read more... )

i have this problem, with guys. i never believe my gut feelings, or instincts, i shove them to the side and get hurt. well this time i believed myself. and, i didnt really get hurt, just confused in trying to understand how someone could lead you on that much. Im not going to be close friends with anyone who does that to me. ive been too nice. its ( Read more... )

Im prone to fall for the best pretenders, maybe im just confused, maybe what ive been hearing is just bs like everything else, or maybe im just a fool, and if you have no idea what im talking about READ below and think it over,

well, my hearts been beating like a monster for... idk a while now though, but in a fabulous way ;0). i wrote about my weekend but i didnt click the button so ill write again.. i hung with my jew, i love angel, shes precious, and im worried about her right now, and its really killing me. :0( i think i might cut some of school tomarrow just to talk ( Read more... )

okay i wrote a whole other entry, and forgot to click update, so that gone.... but anyways.....

HeartLikeAGun44: ur kisses , are like, drugs

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well...... let see.. lots has happened since i last updated.. im "interested" or "like" lol i dont know how to put it, the most amazing boy, hes awesome... his names rob, aand i can just like.... feel it, ya know? well anywho, i have NOT been doing good in school AT all, i failed a couple of tests.. i think maybe its just the septemeber stage.. or ( Read more... )

nope please never does it for me. lmao, woooops. well i havent really been able to concentrate in school, i dont think ill be able to until i find what im looking for, plus i really like/liked this kid.. and i told him, he said cool lmao, doesnt sound good huh?... nope didnt think so, so idk if hes interested or where that'll go but ill have to ask ( Read more... )

i am a butterfly but you would not let me die ( Read more... )

school started, and what can i say, everythings just too awesome to be true, even without my father/a boyfriend/a family. for once i dont feel strained by the past. and its the best feeling ive e v e r had ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS FABULOUS! i woke up really early and my aunt and i went to the renaissance fair upstate OMG it was so cool. totally my thing/what im interested in. well i first go there and i got one of those flower circles that go around your head, it was gorgous and my hair was down and all vintagy it looked perfect. then one of the men that was acting ( Read more... )