Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

Emotion
Desperation

Someone, Save me
I cant seem to break free

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I’m gonna chase my dreams and catch up to them
I’m gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day

I don’t want ( Read more... )

so i've started to write in this about 3 times... 
im speachless. well not really  but i cant come up with the right words to say.
i have too much to say that its never going to come out right
anything i say is taken the wrong way
why cant things be good
why do people have to be jealous...
uuugh i hate not being able to get into your head and know what ( Read more... )

i honestly hate myself
not all the time
but most of it
im a mean
bitch
and i cant stand that
i hate being that way but its just how everyone sees me
so i feel i have to play that part.
i wish i could let you see the real me
the me that is sweet as can be
and just wants to make you smile
but since you cant, or wont
ill be a bitch
but when im nice
dont act ( Read more... )

so i didnt wanna be like anyone else
right?
i just wanted to be me
not a copycat
but when somebody tells me
''erin i've never met anyone like you''
i take it as
im not like everyone else so im weird
or that no one is going to like me bc im
not like everyone else.
its called
i n d i v i d u a l i t y
i'm me and nobody else. 
you can't change that.

when i was a ( Read more... )

Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me

Shut up, come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
//I'm mixed up//, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through

My head is spinnin'
But my ( Read more... )

Everybody needs to shut the FUCK up.

thanks.

i feel like i dont belong
like im always barging in on someone elses life
maybe
i just need to find someone
someone who will want me by their side
every min of the day
someone who isnt scared to tell me
i need to do something
or someone who can tell me
to put another outfit on bc the one im wearing..
looks like shit.
but then again
i wish i could have a family ( Read more... )

"o-m-g did you see what erin put on her LJ this time..." for real- this is gettin out of control
wow you seriously need to get a life
i thought you would have been over the fact that 
-yes, we are still very good friends
-yes, we do talk... so much more than you'll ever know
-yes, someone calls me when they have something they want to talk about-bc you ( Read more... )

as much as i do for you....

i would expect you to do a

little

for me

ok so.. i got my prom dress yesterday. im so freakin excited, everyone is going to be so shocked.

im going to look amazing. or i hope haha.

you wont see my dress... until march freakin eleventh.

the aquarium babyyyyyyyy! hahahaha

i had 2 long talks with you the last 2 nights...

i really didnt know i meant anything to you -i thought i was just ( Read more... )