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[makeitapromise]

beans left yesterday, although, it honestly feels like she left a week ago. idk why, it just does. it's kind of nostalgic. but either way, it was, in fact, just yesterday morning. we had a lot of fun while she was here. went on numerous double dates with austin and justin. they hit it off i suppose. but the whole anti-attachment thing kept anything

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[oneyear_gone]

Meeks says that you should get Austin a blowjob for Valentines day. He says that's all guys really want anyway :P

As for everything else -- you deserve the raise and if he doesn't give it to you he's a jackass. And don't worry about the FSU thing right now. It hasn't happened yet, and the more you worry about it now the worse it's going to make it when he goes. So just enjoy what time you have with him here and trust that everything will work out. <3

[makeitapromise]

lol. i give him blow jobs regularly already! gotta be something better than that! i talked to ron today about the raise a bit, he said he isn't prepared for the conversation (meaning he's going to make a list of things i should improve or some bullshit). but it wasn't NEARLY as bad as i thought it would be. i told him when he hired me he had said we'd discuss a raise depending on how much i've learned and am capable of after 6 months, and i have learned a shit load and am capable to do all of the jobs here to an extent. so i'd say $10 isn't asking much considering i REALLY want 11 or 12. but a 3 or 4 dollar raise is unheard of. that's too much. so 10 will do fine for no! after a year i'll ask for 12.

i'm trying hard not to think about him going away. but i've also gotta think about what I want to do about school...decisions decisions...

[makeitapromise]

ps - what do you think i should get austin?

[oneyear_gone]

LMAO. Meeks said the same thing to me when I asked him what else he wanted for Valentine's Day. I told him he already gets that anyway, so he needed to tell me something else. I have no idea what you should get him. I'm bad at gifts, too. I have no clue what I'm getting Meeks, either =/ What kind of things does he like? Even something you think is stupid, he'll probably really love.

$12 an hour would be bitchin. You learned everything pretty quick, I think.

And just keep in mind that when it comes to where YOU go to school, don't let where Austin goes influence that. You're gonna have to do what's best for you, just as he's probably doing what he thinks is best for him. You guys will be fine, though, I'm sure. Long distance relationships are hard, but if you both want to make it work it's totally doable. <3

[makeitapromise]

i'm not bad at gifts. it's just i've never actually had a significant other to get something for and make it count ya knowwww? so idk how that works lol. i know it's not meant to be like a major expensive thing, but i want something cute and nice. even if i just made him a card and got flowers he'd love it, but i can do more than that!

tell me about it? =P

of course we dooo. but distance does things to a relationship. unpreventable things. and that's what i'm afraid of. but i want what's best for him. so if that's where he gets into i want him to go.