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CONNECTICUTTTT!!!
for the next 16 days!!!! 12th-28th. YAY!! -
happy birthday to meeee
So, i had yesterday off from work. Austin came over around 11. We laid in bed for a while and just generally relaxed (among other things..hehe). We showered and went to burger king and got some food for lunch. After that, since it was a beautiful day, we went swimming, and just relaxed in the sun. It really was nice out. Then we got my suitcase out ( Read more... ) -
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I seriously need help here. PLEASE someone give me some kind of advice on how to relax...how to just..trust someone. I have NO idea what i'm doing anymore ( Read more... ) -
laptoppp!!!
austin gave me a laptop for my birthday ( Read more... ) -
So Fucking Ridiculous...
The past week has been fucking ridiculous. Filled with blowing things out of proportion and plenty of bullshit. I don't understand why people can't just take things in stride, and everyone has to take everything so damn personally. I mean, really, if someone i don't know tells me to fuck off, i wouldn't care. I would most likely come back with some ( Read more... ) -
Update - I'm THAT bored...
I haven't thouroughly updated in a while. And i must say, I am bored enough at work that i have resorted to updating this. So here goes ( Read more... ) -
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i would definitely have to say that waiting is probably my LEAST favorite thing to do...fuck anxiety...=[ -
hooray!!!
i love that swirly love feeling i get when i'm with him. even though he fucked up pretty bad in a couple different ways. it's nothing unforgivable, and i love him more than ever. of course there's still the little piece that's still uneasy, but it's small, and compared to all the other things he makes me feel, who cares ( Read more... ) -
time to start over.
me and austin are back together.
A LOT has happened the last 20 days.
but it's time to start over.
and i'm going to try and trust him.
he said he basically figured out what he needed to.
and he's ready to be with me. as ready as he'll ever be.
hope for the best!
our 11 months is friday.
i'm still counting it.
and we're probably going to sunfest.