i am thankful for a lot of things, which is why i bought a gigantic stack of black paper from bintulu, but i haven't had the time to actually do them and i must get round to compiling a list of people to write cards for. after all, this year is my 17th, i shall give people cards instead of them giving me (and also, i get to remind them that they ( Read more... )

i have been very emo the past few months, and i feel very dir4ectionless. of course, that has come hand in hand with a period of spiritual dryness, but after cell last week i feel better and i have regained my trust in myself and learnt to trust God again ( Read more... )

i think that the more you think someone's done you wrong and harbour the whole bitterness and find it hard to forgive said person, the more you need forgiveness.

and anyway, the class has decided to have an outing right smack in the middle of guitar camp games. this is irony.

being serene and calm is harder than i thought, i actually have to make a conscious effort from descending into depression and anger

Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging ( Read more... )

kenny (kenneth?) thanked me for my initiative, and now we're not mutual ignorers anymore ( Read more... )

i could tell you that i was colourblind, or that i'm left handed, or that i have really big floppy elven ears, or that i got 39+3 points last year and missed 44 points by 3 marks, or that i've supported arsenal since i was eight, or that i play pool almost every night with patrick, or that i've been discriminated lots of times because i was gep, or ( Read more... )

i was reading becca's twin sister's blog (i dont' know, it was a random blog hopping thing) and then i saw her talking about how her friends had already decided what she wanted to do but she didn't, and how the small voice of God is drowned out by the noise and humdrum of the world, telling you what to do ( Read more... )

i haven't been updating this! okay i resolve to update more, but most of them'd be friends locked anyway.

letters scribbled furiously
on recycled paper, cut out into different shapes and sizes
frequent reminders not to forget us, with
bible verses taken from every corner possible.

people passing by; lives to move on with.
and of course, the magic word
that tries to encompass every imaginable emotion
but doesn't.