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Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

Aug 24, 2005 00:09

Angel told me to get some rest and then got all grumpy about it. He was just as moody as Spike was if not worse. I wondered if all vampires were that moody. Would I get all grumpy too in a few years? After everything I knew was dead and I just kept living and living forever and ever? Now I was already grumpy and I wasn't even old like Angel was. ( Read more... )

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__angel August 28 2005, 23:31:35 UTC

I thought a lot about what Lorne had told me and came to the conclusion that it was never going to happen. The same conclusion that I had when Lorne had told me. There was no way I was falling for Dawn. I would help her, give her advice, but after that? That’s it. Then she’s going back to Buffy and I’d explain to Buffy what was going on. Everything was a mess and I still felt guilty for not saving her, Dawn that was but now … I guess that didn’t matter anymore because she’s immortal ( ... )

womansized August 29 2005, 02:54:33 UTC

"I know that I can." I answered him quickly hoping to put his mind at ease and I didn't even know why I was trying so hard. I mean, was Angel just always this depressed or was this a special occasion? It wasn't like I was that hard to have around, was I? Did he feel like an overglorified babysitter? Well...good. Because that was what he was. I didn't need it but Buffy apparently thought I did. I was kind of glad I had come to L.A. with Angel though or else I would have found out about not being able to die with Buffy and she would have flipped out. At least Angel understood what it was like to be immortal ( ... )

weloveyouangel September 2 2005, 20:03:50 UTC

She wanted to know what was wrong and there was no way I was going to tell her about what I was thinking, but from the looks of it, I’m sure she could tell that I was just upset about the Bringers and it only being us. I wanted to call Buffy, but I couldn’t and wouldn’t. She had enough to deal with. And besides, I knew that if I did call? Buffy would be over here and then away from whatever was going on in Sunnydale, and we couldn’t have that. I didn’t even know how to tell Buffy that Dawn was immortal now. Everything was crazy and confusing and I was sure that no matter as long as we were in here? We’d be okay, until Lorne kicked us out ( ... )

womansized September 4 2005, 06:21:48 UTC

I nodded at him, following him and watching him carefully as he pulled the bottle out from behind the bar and poured himself another glass. Another glass? Why would he do that when I could make him tea. Well, Spike never really wanted tea either. He always wanted blood in his special mug or whiskey. I always wondered why he never mixed the two, I wondered if Angel ever mixed the two. I thought about asking but he probably wouldn't tell me. Why were vampires so grumpy?

Mostly? I was a little scared. Okay, I was alot scared and I was stuck with a vampire who wouldn't even talk to me. I mean, how could I feel better if he wouldn't even talk to me. Not really. I could tell he just wanted me to go away and shut up. Like I was getting on his nerves or something.

"Okay." I said quickly, backpedaling a little bit when he fianally settled his dark gaze on me. "And I so know you're lying to me right now. Something is wrong. Probably whatever Lorne told you that I'm not allowed to know. You said I wasn't a kid anymore, Angel! Why can't I know ( ... )

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__angel October 4 2005, 19:14:32 UTC

I got more quiet when she started talking about Cordelia and Buffy and then she asked where Cordelia was. I didn't know. No one knew. It's been so long now that ... she was gone and there was no possible place that I could find her. We tried everything and then we pretty much just ... went our seperate ways. Of course, leaving me all alone in a big hotel and ... right ( ... )

womansized October 9 2005, 06:04:00 UTC

Sure. I could just go for the eyes or the neck if anything attacked me. With what? I didn't have a weapon or anything. Oh no. That would make way too much sense, giving me a weapon. Not that it mattered. Angel was a vampire and I couldn't die so if anything attacked us. Well, I was more scared of being dragged away and being used as Buffy bait then having them try to stab me again. I really hoped Buffy was doing okay. Obviously she hadn't beaten the First yet or else the First's minions would be leaving us alone. Also, Buffy would be here to get me just like she promised she would ( ... )

weloveyouangel October 12 2005, 19:18:33 UTC

I pointed her off toward the office while I looked around, making sure that there wasn't anything in the hotel. I couldn't feel anything, but still, huge hotel. They could come down any moment. I stood outside of the office, just keeping watch and making sure. I didn't want anything to happen to her, even though she was now immortal, but still. I had to tell Buffy about this, but I had a feeling that she wouldn't find out until she actually got here, which we didn't know when that would happen. If they were still coming after Dawn, then that meant that the first was still around ( ... )

womansized October 16 2005, 07:10:08 UTC

I was flipping through the Seveiler Codex looking for barrier spells when I finally found the perfect one. It was supposed to keep the dead away. Not only did it act as an invisible barrier but it would also harm anything dead that came near it's boundries. It was a little problematic insofar as Angel also qualified for the totally dead around here. It wouldn't be a problem if he stayed within the barrier's borders but if he got too close he'd probably get slammed to the floor. One big old headache for him but that was really a small price to pay when you thought about keeping the uber vamps out of the lobby ( ... )

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