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I forgot what it was like to have a life. I havent hung out with anybody in for like ever. Today I hung out with IAN. That was fun. WE watched "Hide and Seek" and washed his doggys and went ot his mommys condo. Ian kept on stopping the movie cuz he thought it was scary. What a weirdo. we went to Rams Horn and had a cinnamon swirl thingy that was ( Read more... )

Ben didnt come over today. He said he was "sick" but when he called he sounded fine. Whatever, I didnt really want him to come over today but because he didnt I had nothing to do. :( Im really beginning to miss robert! I am beginning to think that he doesnt care about me the way that I care about him, but its just probably all in my head. Ezzy ( Read more... )

I’m bruised up, banged, battered, and broken ( Read more... )

People Suck! Robert hasnt called, Ezzy is up north for a week, and Samantha is Jamar Jamar Jamar. Im gona go crazy. I want things to go back to the way they used to be. I dont wanna be like this anymore. I dont always wanna feel so lonely but even with a crowd of people I'm all alone. I miss everybody. I dont know what to do anymore. I wanna go

My mom thinks that I am bisexual and that I am becoming annorexic, not to mention that I am a cutter whether I do it or not I will always be one. I mean what else could be wrong with me, right? My mom keeps on saying that my friend Jesse is my girlfriend. I hate this. Its so annoying. Not only do my parents think that my friends think that as well ( Read more... )

The fireworks were fun yesterday. Woo hoo! Today I went to Canada! That was fun. I never knew that they asked so many damn questions at the border and my mom was freaking out when we went through the tunnel. That was funny. We kept on making fun of her the whole time. Of course she was on viccodin. She probably wont remember any of it. We went Glen ( Read more... )

Well I am going to the fireworks with Jesse. Lucky me. I wont have to stay with my family. I love them and all but they are annoying. My momtells me that if I get down to 145 lbs that she is going to beat my ass with the belt that I am wearing. That would hurt. But im not losing all this weight on purpose. She says that she doesnt want me to look ( Read more... )

Robert hasnt called. I wish he would. I miss him in more ways then one. ;) he he! because ezzy is all grounded and stuff i really have nothing to do or anyone to talk to. this sucks. i dont have anyone to go to the fireworks with and i wish i did. i might go with jesse but i highly doubt it. my mom is being really funky lately. she keeps checking ( Read more... )

Well Robert came over yesterday! o0o fun fun! ;) Hes going to his dads house for the next two weeks. this really sucks. (hence the title) ya know what else sucks? Ezzy is grounded for a month. a whole month. thats right a whole month. but i really have nothing else to say and im bored so i decided to post one of my more better poems. here it is ( Read more... )