if i could have a real conversation with someone, i'd have one with you.
that's for real
cause in my head your mind wanders in the same direction as mine
and i think we could crash into eachother
and it would be nice
i want my broken pieces to be mixed in with yours
so come on, let's go fall apart

i hate my life. i cant breathe, as we speak. i woke up wheezing this morning, so i couldn't sleep, then i tried walking to school, i got about 3 blocks before i realized the cold air was making it worse, which induced an anxiety attack because i couldn't keep walking, but i couldn't miss my history test and i needed to pick up mikey's book from the ( Read more... )

i'm into cat stevens right now

my life sucks

the boy i love won't look at me, or if he is, i can't tell, i don't have depth perception in my heart!!!11

and i obviously dont love him, i just think he's striking

as usual, they strike me down down down

sometimes i want to call you, but i know you won't be there.

my stomach kills me

i like to speak in between heart beats, through your soul and out your mouth, a sure way to cause destruction to the lives around you. a flawless attempt to levitate in midair, never touching solid ground again. i think i hear doors opening and closing but all i see are walls bleeding through time, bleeding through my pride and heart felt attempts ( Read more... )

gwen stefani's musical career is the epitome of a murderous rampage, but she's still incredibly hot. i'm also incredibly ...it's a new adjective ..wait for it ...sullen, and i have to go to ADDICTION studies in an hour. i need to walk 5 miles, up hill, IN THE SNOW ...for real. my coat doesnt cover up my ass, i want ten more layers, i need to be ( Read more... )

SO it's like he's the only electrical current in the state ..or maybe in the whole world. and i just flicker and flicker until i burn out, because that's what happens to things that are outdated. i wonder if he's found someone new to lock eyes with and differentiate the good and evil in the world, and how isolation is their only hope, or how ( Read more... )

every time i see you falling, i get down on my knees and pray. new order sucked, they should've let that shit die when ian curtis killed himself. i'm drinking coffee, it tastes watered down since i make it entirely too strong most of the time, i need the jolt to the heart! i think i lack common understanding of relationships and boundaries. i ( Read more... )

people need to understand the status quo can't be changed in a split second. i am still the same person, and the world still revolves around the sun ( Read more... )

wtf, i just tried to go to livejournal.com and i got this - http://www.december.com/html/4/element/li.html ..i think i just discovered the secrets of the world. anyway, fuck you. im so angry! i don't know why, it's the concepts in my mind that make it hard to KILL A DREAM ( Read more... )

i'm drinking lots of coffee, i haven't had water in like 3 days, and my urine is seriously neon orange, and i should be cleaning but i'm not because i'm listening to "ever fallen in love?" by the buzzcocks over and over again, because it's making me nostalgic about something i can't even remember, and i'm trying to think of what to say, but all i ( Read more... )