why do i update more when i'm upset?
it ends up my mom and dad are having problems with the marriage. that's why she's been crying.
today i snuck into ncc with casey.
all went well.
saw a lot of people i've missed from grade school.
going to the levee tonight with erin and casey.
my mom brought up that i had a hollister gift card infront of casey,
so now we'll be shopping there i guess.
i'm not gonna be able to look at kevin
but then again i'm not gonna be able to keep my eyes of him.
i dunno;
he still makes my stomach hurt.
he ruined my favorite disney movie for me.
hah pathetic i know
but they kept calling eachother 'the max to my roxanne' or vise versa.
and he ruined one of my favorite bands for me;
bright eyes.
because he loves them too.
i have trouble listening to them now
which is sad because they always got me thru hard times.
but they're now making my hard time worse.
god
i feel pathetic
but it was right there, you know?
i liked 3 guys, that dwindled down to 2, then that dwindled down to one. just him. and he was the one farthest out of my gasp. but then for a few hours i had him. i had it.
goddd
rio says that she's still in love with randy, but he's with some other chick. so i dunno.
i just don't know
and right now, i don't care.
i just don't care right now.