no one is ever in here anymore, so it makes this the perfect place to complain about my half and half relationship. It's pretty damn frustrating..I HATE liars with this like firey passions, so when I'm lied to in a three year relationship it doens't help....I'm lied to, I'm taken space from, I'm hung up on, and used for a doormat basically....I ( Read more... )

I love him so much it makes me sick....period.

Sooo...Chris didn't completely stand me up, he just showed up 5 hours late :P....w/o a very good excuse... But I still love him dearly...In other news...one of my tonsils is big enough to eat the other one...it also has white craters in it, like a moon, but red :)

I was stood up to the 10th power today... I wont see him for another week or more... I don't want to celebrate my birthday this year...

i miss my brother...he was sent to an institution yesterday. He comes home tomorrow. He's one of two people I can honestly say that I love, it hurts watching that people you love get treated like a mental patiet, or a criminal...but on a lighter note, the Thursday show kicked... I got my baby a shirt and i got a pick thrown in my eye, Chris also ( Read more... )

So I'm in here again to be proud and loud for orphans ( Read more... )

Ok ok ok ...I'm here... Umm...I miss seeing Chris everyday...stupid cars and their problems... Brian is being a Jew ...but on a better note...THURSDAY SHOW NEXT WEEK!!! Don't even swet it cause' I got tickets and you couldn't cause it was SOLD OUT! School blows, work rocks..life is good..I LOVE CHRIS!

my poor neglected journal....*dusts it off*

I'm not in here enough... anyways, things are goin good, VERY good.... unbeleivably good!!! Soo... yeah..I got a job, I'm now officially a pacsun employee... The poison the well show kicked ass, if you weren't there then you suck ...I spend on my money on gas, so don't ask me for any! haha... there are a whole bunch of you that I should be chillin ( Read more... )

The obsession is expanding...I will suffocate if he's not near me, I can feel my body go numb when he toughes me...my knees get weak when I answer the door and he looks up at me...my heart skips a beat when I answer the phone and he asks for me....going a day without him kills me from the inside out...if I could put him in my pocket and keep him ( Read more... )