im such a horrible person.
i get mad and i say things i dont mean without thinking about how it will make someone else feel.

im really sorry for what i said even though i thought u said something just as severe.
no one deserves to be kicked where it hurts like i kicked you with what i said.

ignore that last entry if anyone read it.
nothing in there applies anymore.
i just wanted someone to read it and say what i was hoping he would say and he didn't so it's over

it doesn't really matter though.

So this week has been interesting. I don't remember what I did up until Thursday. Thursday we had band and started putting lyrics to Fire at Will since no one likes the ones we originally had. They Sucked. After we get lyrics we will have Fire At Will, Leelee Goes to Walmart, Echoes in the Violent Sun, Al's Song, and we are starting a new "lover I ( Read more... )

I know I've wrote something like this about 12908902 times but this time its different. I've changed a lot in the past month. If you ever wanted to know anything about me read this. leave a comment.

( this is me. Staci.this is who i am and what i love. this is the songs that mean everything to me. )

I really don't know how I feel about anything anymore.

Espiecally about guys.

A 40 year old man told me my gages make me look cute.

oh yeah. I'm a pimp.

So yesterday was a really good but really long day. Me Tab and Amy have late arrival so we decided to go to breakfast. Elyse skipped first period and we went to Tabitha's and did bad things. Then we went to school. It was my first time going to school not sober and I didn't really like it that much. At like 6 me and Tabitha went over to Seth's ( Read more... )

I got a new screen name- UrLadyofSorrows

add me and IM me!

Man. Absolutely nothing has been going on lately. I'm so bored with everything. My friends, my life, myself. everything ( Read more... )

I'm so bored with life right now. you have no idea.
School starts wednesday.
Brittany is coming in tonight. I'm glad we have been through some shit lately but I think everything will be okay.

Full band practice tomorrow. I'm excited. We're going to cover Decade.