i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight....

[makexmexwhole]

hola~ hello everyone! dude it is fucking like 12:45 and i cannnot sleep and i am so tired...err it pisses me off when i have nights like this...mike is really scaring me, i am so afraid that he will go to jail because yeah....he's eighteen now and he will and can go to jail if he has anything on him if he gets pulled over...i worry too much and i

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[fallingdown666]

heather this entry just made me think about everything omg like in a short period of time i could be losing you..:(( omg i cant take this.. you can move away cause then i would not have anyone to talk to i mean i have alot of friends but no one like you.. heather your one of a kind.. i have never found anyone that i can talk to trust or even laugh with like i have found in you.. you are my bestfriend and i think i would go crazy not being able to come up to your house everyday(since you live right upstars) i really think i would die.. you have helped me through so much my cutting myself you was there for me.. the first time i saw you i thought you was a total bitch.. hee hee.. but then i got to know you and i found out that you are far from that.. your my angel from my nightmare.. lol i love that.. well i think i have said enough.. all i want you to know is i would be crushed without you.. i love you so much snuggly buggly boo.. please dont leave me.. your the only thing i look forward to in my life.. well i better get going.. love

[makexmexwhole]

yeah i thought about that too... i just wish that there was somehting i could do to make everythnig all better...i shouldn't be the onle thing to look forwaord to in life becasue you have alot to look forwars too!i love you ...i hope me and you stay close always...<3Heather

[cadaverousmob]

I've had to keep Mikey awake once after he took too many pills.
He needs someone that's serious for him and will always be there.

TRUTH.....

[fallingdown666]

that is the TRUTH sara doesnt do shit to help him with his problems all she does is make things worse.. mike needs someone LIKE HEATHER hee hee cause she helps him through everything i have been up there when he has called depressed cause of sara and heather talked him out of doing stupid shit so like i said before he needs someone like heather.. maybe even HEATHER.. i love her

[makexmexwhole]

and that is me, i will be there for him always... never ubove him never below him always beside him..unlike sarah