standing in the unabashed moonlight. we could scrape the chalky scum off our lives with a squeegie, but it is never too late to be on time. some clocks like nerves are wound too tight - the alarms keep ringing. stinging. tell me if the fear is worse than the knowing. tell me it will all be okay. tell me we are more than clouds of gnats swarming beneath Jupiter’s shadow. just so many directionless clumps of imagined starlight. --- it is not the summer of 69. ages have passed since past passed by yet the present is not a gift and the future is a purplish wound.
-16 February 2006 ----- Thank you for the inspiration.
Something about you using html amazes me, but in a good way.
And why do you keep doing it? Because it's easy It makes you happy/feel good at the time Don't want to get out of your comfort zone Afraid of being alone Afraid of being unloved etc
These aren't all specifically directed at you... just seeing if you find any of it familiar And if you want to change any of it, come to me I think I could possibly help :)
Dearie, we should plan another movie night. *Cuddling session mandatory. Oh, and I have a hookah now. This means a very chill movie night. Just know I luvya and I'm only a phone call away. After all, my phone is working now. And I have my numbers back by a miracle.
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standing in the unabashed
moonlight. we could scrape the
chalky scum off our lives with a
squeegie, but it is never too late to be
on time. some clocks like nerves are
wound too tight - the alarms keep
ringing. stinging.
tell me if the fear is worse than the knowing.
tell me it will all be okay.
tell me we are more than clouds of gnats
swarming beneath Jupiter’s shadow.
just so many directionless clumps of imagined starlight.
---
it is not the summer of 69.
ages have passed since past passed by
yet the present is not a gift and the
future is a purplish wound.
-16 February 2006
-----
Thank you for the inspiration.
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And why do you keep doing it?
Because it's easy
It makes you happy/feel good at the time
Don't want to get out of your comfort zone
Afraid of being alone
Afraid of being unloved
etc
These aren't all specifically directed at you... just seeing if you find any of it familiar
And if you want to change any of it, come to me
I think I could possibly help
:)
*love*
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Oh, and I have a hookah now. This means a very chill movie night. Just know I luvya and I'm only a phone call away. After all, my phone is working now. And I have my numbers back by a miracle.
later sexy!
*love*
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