I would think since you say "trick or treat" when going out in your costume on Halloween, you don't need to give kids candy. If you want to fuck with them a bit, give them a trick. It is "TRICK or treat" after all. Chances are you'll make the little kids cry. I'm not talking about screwing with the little kids. It's the bigger kids. The ones that ( Read more... )

I've been on testosterone for 1 week so far. I haven't told my mom yet, I'm afraid. I've noticed my mood has been really weird the last couple days. I don't know if it's the T or the fact that I haven't been taking the anti-depressants as much. I'm running low so I'm trying to spread the last few pills out. Yesterday and Wednesday I was very ( Read more... )

I started testosterone today! Fuck yes. No explaining how excited I am. Haven't told mom yet, working on it. Therapist made me feel like shit about it. I've spent the majority of my life putting other people before me. One of the very few times I put myself first in order to make my life better, I get shit for it. Wtf ( Read more... )

That's right. I will be starting testosterone in the near future! I went to Mazzoni on Friday and got my prescription. I am extremely excited. I definitely can't wait. Worried how my mom will take it though. She's against me starting. I've decided not to tell her til after I start, it feels safer. Opinions on this? My girlfriend, I think, thinks I ( Read more... )

I've been in college for a while now. It's been pretty sweet. All of my teachers are calling me Tyler. I actually sort of kind of maybe made a friend. Which is a big deal because I'm not a social person in any sense of the word. She's in both English Comp 1H and Calculus with me. She seems really nice ( Read more... )

It's like being in the most disgusting cage you can imagine. Someone has taken the key and hidden it far away. You can't slip through the bars to take a walk outside for a little while. You may try to loose the weight and think you may squeeze through, but it doesn't work. You may try cutting away at the cage with a razor to escape. Your mission is ( Read more... )

I had to go to the doctor for a physical for college. It sucked major ass. I've always hated going to the doctor. I'm completely uncomfortable with someone poking at and touching me. I would guess that it's magnified by the fact that I'm in the wrong body. The doctor asks questions about the functioning of a body that I would give anything to be ( Read more... )

It is currently the wee hours of the morning. I am obviously not sleeping. Wtf? I can't seem to turn my mind off to sleep. It sucks big time because I am quite tired. I feel like shit, depressed, my stomach hurts, and it's hot as hell in my room. I can't stop thinking about my friend and her daughter. I can't stop thinking about talking to my mom. ( Read more... )

Indeed, I was bitten today. This dog, Sammie, thought it would be a stellar idea to make me bleed. He successfully made me bleed. It was kind of cool at first. I was dripping blood from my hand all over the parking lot, some landed on my shoe. Now it's not so cool. My hand is swollen and it hurts. This was the first time in working at the kennel ( Read more... )

Touch. One of the five senses. The most important sense to me. From the pressure of my cat laying on my chest to having sex. Touch allows you to feel emotions on a higher level than anything else. Touch is very intimate to me. I don't want anyone giving me a hug or tapping me on the shoulder. Most people don't see it as intimately as this, but I' ( Read more... )