Every finger in the room is pointing at me

[makheru]

I wish everything was still and quiet. I feel so restless and yet I don't want to do anything. It seems like everyone is always here and I just don't want to talk to anyone. I feel like I should just be keeping quiet and out of the way of everyone else

Comments

[mmershon]

Ok, I know you don't want to hear this..

But you need some help. Everything you put in here is fucking misery, and depression. And it seems like thats all you live in.

I know you opinions on the subject, but you really need to see a therapist, or something.

[aurapier]

I know we've talked about this before but I agree with Mike. You are surrounded by people who care about you in our own disfunctional way but for whatever reason, you refuse to open up to us. You NEED to seek some help.

[edani]

Please, do find something for solace. We (your friends) are here for you if that's what you want, and if not I feel 100% certain that we can find you someone else to share your burdens with. I, for one, am scared for you: scared of how much farther this is going to go.