I’ve diled your number, half a thousand times ( Read more... )

I've been trying to write a song about you ( Read more... )

Well its just after christmas. Still depressed. I miss having someone with me. I miss being able to talk to someone and I miss falling asleep with the person I loved. I hate being alone. I've been alone my entire life. I don't want to live this way ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I don't understand why I need to live this way. I wish I were dead. I can't handle this life. I don't have any friends. I work my ass off so fkn much 55hrs a week and I can't afford fucking anything. I had to dig up change for gas and I'm on e again and I won't make it til Friday. My ex cheated on me and used me and left. I lost my ( Read more... )

Well its been a little while since ive written in here ( Read more... )

well im waiting for verizon wireless to open. life has been shitty and im beginning to understand and realize that my life is always going to be fucked up.  my ex psycho gf fkn left out of nowhere and im stuck paying her fkn half of the bills on top of that the bitch thinks im gonna pay her back for what i owe her for fixing my car which is still ( Read more... )

well its finally friday!  all the bills are due and since my phycho ex girlfriend left without any notice im stuck at the apt worrying about getting the bills paid. she is supposed to pay her half of the rent so if i choose not to pay it will ruin her credit and the apt complex will attempt to sue her which i could care less about. i can pay my ( Read more... )

Well I sure havnt written in here in a very long time. I was trying to find out all of my old livejournals accounts and so far ive got this one and my emopunk4life. I made this one first then the emopunk4life. Most of the stuff on emopunk4lfe I deleted because of people that were not minding there own business and causing alot of drama and stress ( Read more... )

so i havnt written in a while ( Read more... )

Well its been a few weeks since ive writtin in here last cuz im only on my 5th week in bowling.. lol ( Read more... )