i think once you have made the milestone in your head of officially leaving school, it suddenly becomes a foreign graveyard or something. maybe that's what leaving home will be like. i've never had a train/tram fine, but once they caught me sleeping with my feet on the seats with a doctor's bag and a lab coat on (stacey's party) and they asked me if i was coming home from work and it was 9.00 am and me being 18 years old and very tired; too tired to tell them to shut up and stop trying to make a personal connection with me to sugar-coat the meanness of fining me, and to make them feel like they're not so bad after all. there's huge psychology there, and i'm sure there'd be a way to conquer silly social rituals like fining if money was a genuine issue. but it's not, because it isn't eternal.
It wasnt just the school. It was the people too. They were the foreign graveyard.
My mother is getting married. He "fiance" asked me if it was ok if he marries her. I said it was her decision. He told me she already said yes. With the stench of alcohol on his breath. Repulsive. Disgusting.
you can both stay at my house any time you need it. i only require that you occasionally bring me bread or biscuits or a book or anything starting with the letter b perhaps..
escaping is a amazing, yet difficult and with it's own complexities and pressures.
i think, robin, there may be some things you will miss... if you notice them.
carl. i am burdened by a sense of responsibility for my parents. be glad to maybe be free of that at least.
the different ways people think.
i feel alienated from many of the people i know still at school, they just seem... different.
and i can't quite describe it.
unaware of an existence that doesn't work within or doen't lead back to or doesn't end up in a structure?
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i've never had a train/tram fine, but once they caught me sleeping with my feet on the seats with a doctor's bag and a lab coat on (stacey's party) and they asked me if i was coming home from work and it was 9.00 am and me being 18 years old and very tired; too tired to tell them to shut up and stop trying to make a personal connection with me to sugar-coat the meanness of fining me, and to make them feel like they're not so bad after all. there's huge psychology there, and i'm sure there'd be a way to conquer silly social rituals like fining if money was a genuine issue. but it's not, because it isn't eternal.
your mother is getting married?
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My mother is getting married. He "fiance" asked me if it was ok if he marries her. I said it was her decision. He told me she already said yes. With the stench of alcohol on his breath. Repulsive. Disgusting.
Im getting the hell outta here robin.
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i want to get out.
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escaping is a amazing, yet difficult and with it's own complexities and pressures.
i think, robin, there may be some things you will miss... if you notice them.
carl. i am burdened by a sense of responsibility for my parents. be glad to maybe be free of that at least.
the different ways people think.
i feel alienated from many of the people i know still at school, they just seem... different.
and i can't quite describe it.
unaware of an existence that doesn't work within or doen't lead back to or doesn't end up in a structure?
but not all of them, to be fair.
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