all the things that i should do

jessie ware's tough love album on repeat.

i've walked sometimes confused
sometimes ready to
crack open wide
sometimes indignant
sometimes raw

can you imagine - i pay him 75 dollars an hour?
sometimes it feels like highway robbery and
sometimes it's peanuts
i wish it could last a couple more hours.

(-alanis)

the purity of natural dancing!

(not mine - that's a struggle.)

i can't articulate in how many ways my life is good. i start riding this wave, and then i am immediately humbled by the pain of others around me, and far away. especially those around me though, those that i love that are hurting so much. it makes my happiness feel wrong, but i can't help but fight that tide and try to embrace it, because feeling ( Read more... )

it is difficult to balance the work and the family.

to my surprise & delight, andy made a really sweet mix cd for jackson yesterday. full of sweet lullabies ( Read more... )

last night i walked/jogged 5k in 36 minutes. i am very proud of myself. a few weeks ago, i wouldn't've believe i could do this.

my goal is to jog most of the 5k race in chicago at the end of may. i'm excited to get in shape. i don't say "back in shape," because it has been a long, long time.

every day, it's a gettin' closer!

i think that the baby "dropped" last night. this is exciting ( Read more... )