I'm not sure if anyone reads this but ill write anyways. I don't know what's going on with me lately.... I've been feeling lonely sad, and distant. The only place I feel ok is at work. I've been sick physicaly and really don't have anyone to talk to so it seems like I'm just getting worse. I don't mean to sound complainy but I need to get it out. ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i've posted and today i felt like writting. I've been trying to keep myself busy with work. Lately i find myself feeling lonely and i guess that is something people go through after a break up. I at time feel depressed like no one will ever want to be with me. At this point in my life i dont need to worry about being with ( Read more... )

Monday was like every other day i went to work and did all the things i do, i get a call around 3pm its my aunt. All she asked was for my moms cell but i knew there was something wrong. She calls back and i ask her "tia is there something wrong ?" she say yes "Mama Lupe had a heart attack" I ask " is she ok?" what she said next broke my heart "no ( Read more... )

And i feel sad lost and helpless....

OK so i woke up yesterday with a shooting pain running down my left leg from my lower back. Didnt matter what i did it HURT!!! Yesterday was a moving day... i had to go pick up a dresser at edwins house and return the one his parents let me borrow ( Read more... )

I'm at the temple bar as I write this.... its been awhile since I've seen this SPIGGA. They are pretty cool they are a mix of everything, funk, rock and other crazy sounds. I used to have the biggest crush on the lead singer Giovanny but that's old news. Anyways I had interesting day I was feeling down and out of place. After what happend last ( Read more... )

This is a story about 3 friends... two of them were girls and one guy. They all became friends at school... nothing seemed to separate them. One of the girls lets call her rose liked the boy and made it know to her friend tia. The boy seemed to like tia more than rose... so rose just let it go. Tia had to leave for 2 weeks and joe said he would be ( Read more... )

I got my carpet changed so I have no room.
For the past two nights I've been sleeping in my moms room, I miss my room. Thank God for my sidekick!!!!!
i ll update tomorrow when my room is back in order
See ya on the flipside

I watched movies with my son and his dad. It was nice to acutally relax i've had an interesting week. I can say that edwin (noah's dad) and I are getting along. Not having an offical title leave us with less stres. He does what he wants I do what i want. Tonight is noodle and Oceans 13 I cant wait. Im going to be in hollywood with Nancy and Dave ( Read more... )

Why is it then men always want their cake and eat it too?