Implications, and/or So very sleepy...

[malanthyus]

There is a consequence to every action, or so they tell me. Maybe been thinking about them too much lately. My biggest problem (one of them I suppose, I've been talking to the cutest shrink lately) is being afraid of what happens after I say or do something in front of someone. I'm afraid I'll hurt them, or anger them, then they'll start yelling at

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[anonymous]

I happened to stumble on your journal through anothers, and this entry had me nodding my head and smiling, "it's so true". It was much the same for me, my parents never hit me, but there was a lot of anger in the house. That may be why I am the way I am around other people. Meeting new people is very hard on me. I don't know what to say, when I do say something I am convinced that it was the stupidest thing ever, and everyone must be mentally rolling their eyes at me. It's strange, in college I could go in front of the class and speak (no problem, who cares, I don't know these people) but get me one on one and I am a nervous basketcase. There's more, but I think I have taken too much of YOUR journal and maybe should start my own. ^.^