jeez...i feel...listless...unmotivated...depressed even. Im not even sure why. Well, I guess I do have an idea why, but that is not a huge reason to be upset. I dont usually feel depressed (even if I may look that way to some) but lately I have. I think it could be that I just dont want to accept things as they are anymore. I want to change ( Read more... )

last night I had two dreams that i actually remember, which is quite interesting to me, considering I almost never remember ( Read more... )

i need to be able to read minds.....now....right now.

man some girls just cconfuse me....nd trust me this is not often, but it happens. Its not like this girl pisses me off or nething but, if i am making u mad on the phone(where u have complete control and ability over whether u hang up or not) why even talk to me. Some people just do not make sense. I hate phone silence....jeez this is why i dont ( Read more... )

ive got no direction in life, nd no drive to become nething...i mean of course id like to be sumthing great but all the pressures of society r telling me that i have to make money to be successful and thats what i feel. The only thing that i want now is to be free, but in order to be free i have to be successful...right? thats how ive always seen ( Read more... )

malcolm is stupid.

since ive been in such anticipation of events that may not even occur. everyday i get home i just want the next day to come so i can see this person. I wonder whether they're even worth all energy im giving them. But, it will be worth it. think it will be. I hope it will be.

I took this quiz
at eSPIN-the-Bottle:


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hmmmm......well im not sure what to put on here. im not going to put any personal feelings or anything that i wouldnt tell to a random stranger. thats mainly because there are too many ppl who could find this and read it and i dont tell my personal feelings to anybody, because they usually dont have anything useful to say(cept for my best friends ( Read more... )