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I just want you.  I love you babe.

Once again I need a real reason to stay here instead of going home to NY.

the good man doesn't drink
and i've been drinking alone
so what does that make me?
my hands they always shake,
and no one's callin my phone
so what does that make me?
and i know the kid with his guitar so drunk and anxious it's been done to death but tell me what hasn't, i'll try ( Read more... )

I have been in bed for the past 16 hours.  I don't really have any ambition to get up.  Today was one of the shittiest in recent memory.

Sitting three-days deep in an awkward silence my mind starts to speak for those who will not.  It’s an agonizing ordeal and I can hardly keep myself from tears or worse.  I start walking through the year as I’ve experienced it thus far and realize I have never made so many mistakes so quickly as I have since the first of this year up to now, in ( Read more... )

Please get better.
Please come back to LA.
Please love me.
Please.

I love you.

I haven't cried like this in...  ever actually.

I hate it when we have these fights.  I hate that every relationship I've been in has made me so paranoid about the same thing.

I love you, more than anything.

Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books.

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.
× I love to play video games.
✓ I've tried marijuana.

× I've watched porn movies.
✓ I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (Kinda with ( Read more... )

I am so prefectly in love with Bella.  I don't think I could be any happier than I am with her.  I can't wait for her to be home in my arms.  She completes me. 

Fuck.