omg it has been so long. but the sad thing is nothing has hapend. i am sting here filling out paperwork to finish off my Applications. then i will be going out to eat with and work after that. fun fun fun.

Shannon I love you. You are going through somthing that I could not even think or know about. Time is the only thing that will heal everything. try to keep you self bussy and remember one person can change you whole day and that is you. I am always here just a call away. stay strong and if you need that sholder to cry on I have two of them.

why the hell did he call just when i was over the whole fucken thing he had to go and call me. FUCK BOYS GRRRR. know i dont know what to think

I am sitting here in St.Louis at my aunt house. The drive was ok but like any long drive they all suck. So what I have come to understand. (when you are in the car that long you have nothing eals to do but to think) High school is a time to have fun. A time to find out just who you are. but what i have come the realize is that i still dont know who ( Read more... )

I feel so good knowing that it is done, and I dont have to go through all this shit anymore.

man as the year goes on I learn not go give a fuck anymore. I just go back from a run with tracey. it was hard but good for me. i am realy tired now. and going to spend the rest of the day with tracey. hells ya

Why does everything I want not want me back? Why does everything I dont care about come to me so easy. I dont get this fucked up game of life.

man the act kicked my ass today. i will just have to get it next time. cant wait to go to the dance toingt. man its going to be so much fun. ya

I am sorry to those people who i had plans with for this weekend. I dont know what it is but I have not wanted to do anything but run. I think I am just tired and confused. But i realy am sorry. I hope everyone had a good weekend.

so ya tracey and i went running. it was so much harder then it was on wed. but then we got the idea that when we got back to her house to go swimming. man that was fun tell my lips were blue. lol