so im the liar.
so im the cheater.
so im the fucking terrible person.
im the back stabber.
im the bad one.
im wrong.
im awful.
im a heart breaker.
im the one in the hot seat....

you fucking hypocrite.

grow up... you're immature.
and so are all your BEST FRIENDS.

im so done with this.

you think you win huh?
you're so lost.
im done.
i hope you can find a new life ( Read more... )

DEAR: KARENS OF AMERICA ( Read more... )

DEAR KAREN

Please stop reading my livejournal, and invading my personal business, and my life. that would be wonderful. thanks.

Not like you will. But anyways.

Also, stop pestering my father. He already has enough to worry about. He is under enough stress. You dont deserve to be bothering him. He is a hard working man.

Also. I have two parents and a ( Read more... )

I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful
I can remember, I searched for the amaranth
I'd shut my eyes... to see

Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones
I knew they would appear... saw not a single one
Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently
I'd make a wish... and bleed

While I waited I was wasting ( Read more... )

fuck effexor xr

and school can suck a dick

k pce

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliberate

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so ( Read more... )

EFFEXOR XR

37.5 mg for a week
__75 mg for a week after that
__115 mg for two weeks
__ stabilize me at 150 mg a day from then on

and out comes......

EFFING RAYS O SUNSHINE MEL

enjoy

                                       i have a wicked bad headache

i miss my mom.

i dont know what im doing
where im going
what to do

im lost
and i dont want to find myself

Quarter 1 GPA: 1.4709
Class Rank: 119/157
Career GPA: 2.568

COLLEGE HERE I COME!