Sometimes I wonder if I just get in the way. Sometimes I wonder if the only reason people hang out with me is because I can get money. I have a car now ... it'll be easy to get out of people's way. To be off by myself. I don't really know why I feel so guilty all of a sudden. I feel self-conscious, like maybe everyone just complains about me behind ( Read more... )

I'm way too nice sometimes.

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I am in a really irritable and depressive mood today. Maybe it's because that Monster drink kept me up until after three in the A.M. Maybe it's from all the thoughts in my head. Maybe it's because I have a paper due on Wednesday and two tests to pass today.

Mraaahhh, we're all gonna die of stress someday.

Sushi on Saturday was hella fun, we should hang out in a humungous group like that more often!! Don't know why we don't ( Read more... )

Post a question for me to answer for each of the topics listed; put up the survery on your journal and I will do the same!

- friends.
- sex.
- music.
- drugs.
- food.
- love.
- sports.
- lj.
- your choice.
- your choice.

I AM ON A BED WITH SHEF! :D

Shef's birthday turned out splendid, I am glad I could make it a good one this year ( Read more... )

Well, Christmas is almost here and I do not have presents for people. Tommorow, I plan to do some serious Christmas rushing for my brother, sister, Dad, and ... -_-; Mom. I guess I should get her something. I do not know exactly why. Shef says that it'll be a good idea ( Read more... )

I have been shuttling back and forth from utmost contentment to downright self-loathing ( Read more... )

I insist that no one buys me gifts this year. I just want to forget about Christmas this year. It's become so horrendously trite to me, which makes me incredibly sad. Plus, my family life has gone to shit. All I'm doing for Xmas is sitting in my room and eating shrimp cocktail with some ginger ale. If anyone's got booze that day, I'll be happy with ( Read more... )