Well, I guess that's the end.

I'm beaten.
I'm broken.
I'm utterly defeated.

So I guess it's time to just do something else.

Sigh.

Alone again.

I'm awake now.. it happened again while I was asleep. This is starting to worry me. I can't pick and choose what I dream about. No replies in the email inbox, either. I don't know if I expected one or not ( Read more... )

I fell asleep and she was there waiting for me again ( Read more... )

I dreamt about her again last night. I guess it's only natural given the position I find myself most comfortable in, on my right side, right arm extended as if to cradle her head, left arm clutching a pillow that I sometimes pretend is her torso. How many nights in a row is this going to go on ( Read more... )

I had a lot of stuff typed here but.. I don't know. It's hard to just put down things I write.

I'm learning a song.

At least I can cry again.

I have good reason to.

I don't know if she ever saw these, but I knew it then somehow, I guess. I just let other things get in the way.

She's an angel.
Hard to imagine someone better.I have no idea why I'm using this again. I feel the need to write things down, I guess.. and I have terrible handwriting. Things have gone so wrong and it makes me weak in the knees when I ( Read more... )

It's good, that feeling of oncoming Winter after record-breaking weeks ( Read more... )

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I should use a mohawk.