a rude awakening

[malicedogg]

i just had a really insane horrible dream. first i was somehow in meeyuns class as a TA... but she was teaching little children and somehow i was like drinking beer on the job and had a party popper that somehow exploded this huge mess of clothes in the room that i didnt have time to pick up... and then i went to my own classes or something and

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[mistressanarchy]

Your dream sounds soo crazy! And yet really valid...I think dreams are our minds way of telling s t look at something in our life and work on or pay some attention to, and I feel like you are so in this awesome place of healing and growing and taking on challenging issues. I am amazed by your wisdom, and think you really hit it. Boundaries are so intense! They're like invisible yet soo fu*king important. Without them we could be killed or raped or at least hurt badly, yet I feel leik i have been scarping by without them so long and being so scared that someday someone will realize and actually hurt me...but for the first time i have been taking action about the way others treat me like this past year and this year and I am getting better at drawing lines. It's still scary and difficult though. I know with practice I will get really strong though, and you will too!!! I love you so much!