Holy hell.

I havnt been here in forever.

I don't feel like fixing my background so shutup.

Seriously, I've come to beleive I have a sixth sense or something.
When I can feel something in the pit of my stomach- don't try to deny it. I KNOW.
The shadyness. Has got to stop. You know who you are.
Hopefully.

I don't like to hurt ( Read more... )

So that stupid banquet is in like 5 days and have I lost any kind of weight or gained any kind of toned muscle ( Read more... )

Hit the mall with my cousins Vitt and Laura and two of Lauras friends- walked around and did nothing the entire time- Vitt wanted to jump on every good looking guy we passed. It was pretty funny. I must've seen half of my highschool there. I saw Kristin O, shopping of course, Anthony- that kid that sits behind me in band lol, my tushie, Heather and ( Read more... )

When problems arise, I am always the cause.

So.... To end me, will in turn end the problems.

Problem solved.

It hurts being stuck in the middle.

And other times.

I can't hope for anything but the end.
Why isn't it coming fast enough.

And sometimes...

I just don't want to be me.

I hate my complexion. I'm so white, I glow in the dark. I don't know how to put on blush or foundation or all that other shit. I don't even know the difference.

My makeup consists of eyeliner...and eyeliner.
I have 20,000 lipglosses, eyeshadows, lipsticks, and god knows what else, that I NEVER USEI went to school the other day with a mixture of ( Read more... )