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california is pathetic.
a STUDIO apartment in this town is over $1000 a month and they're not even that nice..some of them are downright shitty. a studio apartmen in tucson arizona thats REALLY FUCKING NICE and in a good part of town (i would know, i used to live in tucson) is $341 a month. FUCKSDFJAJFASPORUWERP@)..$ i hate it out here. i wish austin would want to move to ( Read more... ) -
/anger
I've decided to have a better look on life...why was I angry all the time? I'm not really sure...But can you go wrong with being nice? Not really. I'm going to just stop with the whole 'I'm a tough girl, don't mess with me' act. What's the point? I kept thinking back to the old days, when I was 14. I was that girl: Tough, loudmouth, mean, rebel, ( Read more... ) -
Rant.
EVERYONE you know will eventually leave you. Whether it be by death, abandonment, etc, they will leave. Noone will always be there for you. You establish relationships and commitments with people, only for them to be broken sooner or later. No matter HOW much you care for someone, it just doesnt matter. "Another thing is no matter how much you ( Read more... ) -
Growing up is hard to do.
You know, there's a time in life where you need to get off myspace and get a life. There's a time where you have to stop caring what person you're dating, or how cute that boy is, or how good/bad you look. There's a time where you need to stop caring about whos dating who, who's fucking who, and getting fucked up on the weekends. Get a life. No one ( Read more... ) -
not happy
i'm really..really tired of not being happy. to be honest i don't have anything good going right now. its like i feel as though i am not good enough, no matter how hard i try. i don't get it. am i really this horrible person who NO ONE can stand? i mean, if you were me you'd feel shitty too. the love of my life dumped me, because i am an idiot. i ( Read more... ) -
WHATS UP, ASSHOLES?
HAHAHA HA IM BACK MOTHERUFCKSKLDfjKDJF ( Read more... ) -
life sucks
this week has to have been by far the worst week ever in my life. austin dumped me, for no reason. he's been acting so WEIRD lately (thats why the last entry said we werent really together) i dont know what the hell his deal is but im tired of getting screwed over by guys. this is the guy who claimed he loved me unconditionally, never wanted me to ( Read more... ) -
your mom goes to stripper school
hmm.
i might be moving soon. back to arizona. i cant afford to live out here unless someone gives me a roof over my head for awhile. i just dont wanna be at my parents house...
me and austin aren't really together anymore either, but hey..shit happens.
leave me some love kthx
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so basically
everything is going good. i'm moving out soon, and getting married on my birthday to my mother effing soulmate:
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