Fandom: Ghost/ex-Ghost/Tid/MCC/Priest
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Don't know, Don't own, Didn't Happen, no disrespect meant, and no money was made.
Notes: None
Warnings: A/u, smut, oocness, carny stuff and feels
It had taken every ounce of strength you had left in you to pull yourself up off the bed after Linton had asked if you wanted to clean up before him...you barely were able to walk to the bathroom or even make it to the sink because your legs were still shaking so badly. No one had ever given you that before and as you looked in the mirror you could still see how flushed you were, in eleven years no one had ever been able to do that to you...make you so unsteady on your own two feet that you could barely walk or steady yourself, and that had just been his hand and tongue...you couldn't imagine what his dick would feel like. You weren't going to lie that you'd been rather surprised when you'd wrapped a hand around him but somehow, you didn't know why you didn't expect it. You aren't sure what feels like its changed at first and its only when you start to wonder why he isn't in here with you that you realize to an extent what did, You wanted this...all of this, you wanted to be there with him even if there was no sex involved. You'd not felt these feeling since your first boyfriend and he'd not even come close to the immediate attraction that Linton had had with you. You look at your hand for a few seconds it still has a mix of your own wetness and his cum on it and makes you chuckle a bit before you finish washing up with your hand. You'd never even entertained the idea of letting a guy get his cum anywhere near your mouth...as curious as you'd been laying there you'd surprised yourself even when you'd licked some of it off of your hand. You'd be pleasantly surprised too...it wasn't nearly as bad as you were thinking it would have been.
When you get done you pull the door open and stand there for a few seconds, Linton is sitting up in bed on his phone with a bored look on his face. He has one of the lights on and it allows you to see him fully for the first time since you'd started talking, he's just as slight as he looked inside his clothes but the only difference was that you could see some muscle when he moved...your mind starts to drift into dirty territory so you stop it quickly and clear your throat. He looks up at you and smiles, and dammit if it wasn't hard to not smile like an idiot back at him.
"You ok?"
"Mhm...bathroom's yours..."
You watch him slide off the edge of the bed and walk around to the doorway where he stops and looks at you for a few seconds, leaning in and kissing you softly before he walks in the bathroom and shuts the door. You look around for a few seconds before you decide to get back in bed, its warm enough that you doubt you'll need the blanket he tossed on the floor and while you don't mind the idea of sleeping here naked after all that had happened...you really wanted at least your underwear and they were in your bag at the front of the camper. You decide to just enjoy this right now because there wasn't any reason not to...it had been a good night, and sadly all you wanted to do besides pass out was ask him how he felt, or tell him what you had been thinking in the bathroom. It doesn't seem like long at all before you hear him come back into the room, and when you look at him you feel a bit of disappointment that he has a pair of boxers on but you don't complain, instead you watch him walk to the side of the bed and climb on. Unlike the other night you'd spent here...he pulls you close to him and you don't feel an ounce of timidness about it, you curl into him actually...like you two had been dating for years and this is just another night.
You forget about your want to get your underwear when you feel him slide his hand over you back, it's calming and after a few minutes of it you're having a hard time staying awake. He doesn't say anything and just keeps moving his hand slowly but suddenly you break the silence with a sleepy voice.
"I don't want to go tomorrow."
You hear him let out a shallow sigh. "So don't...stay here."
"And do what all day?"
"Are you good with kids?"
You look up at him with a strange expression. "I've never been around them much so...I don't know."
"Ava's always looking for help with the younger kids...there aren't that many, maybe three or four...but she's getting older."
"Wouldn't I have to go through your boss..."
You feel him nod. "I can bring it up, that's only if you don't want to stay here all day though, because I get it, it's boring as hell staying home all day and not doing anything."
"I swear that would be all I did with my life if Ryan hadn't convinced me to come out here..."
"So I should be thanking him then..."
You think about it, he really should because if it hadn't been for Ryan you would have stayed far away from the fair, the whole sequence of events that lead to this wouldn't have happened. "I guess you should..."
You both stay quiet for a while before you let out a yawn and he laughs a little before going back to rubbing his hand over your back, it doesn't take long for you to pass out against him.
You don't know when it was that you two had finally managed to go to sleep, but it feels like it had been only fifteen minutes ago that you'd closed your eyes and suddenly you hear an alarm going off. In your mind you try to distinguish if it's yours or not and when you determine it isn't yours you ignore it and try to get closer to the only source of warmth near you. Unfortunately said source of warmth moves away and you let out a frustrated sound before you move closer to it...you're still mostly asleep but when you hear that wonderful warmness start to laugh you start to wake up more. You peel your eyes open slowly against the light from his phone but you realize that there is no other light coming in.
"It's not that cold in here..."
"Mmm you have pants on, I don't."
You feel him shift and before you get a chance to let out another sound he covers you with the blanket from last night, neither of you really care if it's a bit dirty, it keeps you warm enough and you're just fine with that.
"What time is it?"
"Four..."
"In the morning?"
You hear him let out a short laugh. "No, at night, yes its four in the morning."
You are waking up slowly and you squint at him from your spot under the blanket. "When does the gate open?"
"Around....ten? I think it's ten today...."
"So why are you up so early...we couldn't have gotten to bed before two..."
"Actually we got to bed a little after one...and I like to get up early so I can enjoy the quiet before everything starts to get hectic."
"It is the weekend isn't it..." You sigh and curl up more.
"Mhm..." He pauses and you can feel the mood change a bit. "We start tearing down tonight, and we finish tomorrow and leave."
"Oh..."
You let out a surprised squeak when you feel him pull you over top of him and you put your hands on his shouders to keep from falling over. "I'll find out where we're going next...I swear it's nearby." You nod and he continues. "We aren't leaving the state until a few weeks so..."
"How long does that mean we can do this then?"
You feel his hands run up your back slowly and its hard to fight off the shiver. "A few weeks at the least...what are your thoughts on this Sky?"
"I told you last night...I don't want to leave."
He smiles but it's far from happy. "You say that now...if you don't want to leave here, you'd be traveling for nine months every year, you'd live here, there isn't always water and stuff either..."
"I've been out camping before you know...when I was a kid."
"This is constant camping, sometimes it gets miserably hot and sometimes it gets cold as hell...hell there are some times where I spend my nights in my truck because it's more comfortable."
"You'd be there though wouldn't you?"
"Yeah..."
"I could deal with that then."
"We have time..."
"Not nearly enough of it though."
"Look at it this way, we have the rest of this week...and at least next week since we'll be close by, I can't imagine we'd be moving too far from the next stop if memory serves me right. We always hit these three towns because they're close."
"I guess you're right, still though, I may take you up on that offer to stay here, because I wasn't planning on much today." You're plans had been cleaning...and there wasn't much to clean.
"We'll just have to talk to Pogo and Ava, I doubt she'll turn down the help."
"I don't think I've ever heard of kids being part of something like this..."
You feel him shrug his shoulder a bit. "Pogo's kids and his grandkids are a few of them...his kids help him run the thing since he's getting older. There are a few other families here too, and I know we'll have one more in the next few months when Gem finally pops."
"Just doesn't seem like..."
"The kind of place for kids...you're not wrong, most carnivals don't deal with kids. We do what we can though."
"What about school...they're going to have to go eventually...unless someone here is a teacher."
"During the winter they go to school...during the spring and fall we do actually have someone that is certified by some state...i'm not sure which."
"Wow."
"We take care of boss...boss takes care of us...if he can."
"Sounds too good to be true almost."
"Almost...most of us have been here for a long time so we're not on his bad side anymore....but if you're new he treats you like shit. If you can't make it with him treating you like that you won't make it at all, that's his reasoning."
"So what exactly do you do with the...six hours you have before things open?"
"Get coffee...wake up, around eight or nine we check everything to make sure its running alright...shoot the shit with the guys..."
You see him smile and you eye him a little. "What?"
"I can think of a few things to waste the next six hours..."
You both manage to get out of the bedroom and dressed by six although it's difficult to balance yourself, much like it was last night. You supposed years of working with machinery and small bits and pieces had made his hands pretty strong and he had definitely shown you just how strong his fingers were again. You were going to have a very hard time not thinking about it today but you hoped that maybe offering to help out would take your mind off it enough. You didn't know what had possessed you to offer to help though, you didn't like new people, and you were pretty sure that you didn't like kids, though you might have just felt awkward around them in all reality. It was supposed to be warm again today so you'd brought something lighter and much more comfortable than the tank top and shorts that you'd worn before, you'd pulled it out of your bag and slid it on without thinking about much...well, much else other than a certain guy's fingers. You hadn't been aware of him standing behind you watching you when you slid on a new pair of panties either, at least until he commented, then you had jumped a bit.
"If you weren't going to be working with kids...I'd tell you to leave them off."
"Yeah...kids probably shouldn't see something like that."
"I don't think they'd understand but I see the point."
You turn to look at him and lean against the small kitchen's counter. "Well when you get done today you can take them off however you want."
"That's a dangerous thing to say..."
"Dangerous?"
"Mhm..." He walks over to you and puts his hands on the counter, he's close enough that you can smell something that is uniquly him, and you smile.
"I think you have it all wrong."
"Do I?"
You reach up and slide your fingers through his hair giving it a small tug, enough to pull his head closer to you. "I think you're the one who's in danger."
He leans into you and you don't let go of his hair when you feel him kiss you, you actually feel like you melt a little if anything, but it's short lived when he pulls back and gives you bottom lip a small bite."I guess we'll see won't we."
______
If you hadn't had to do all the shit you had to do this morning...if you didn't have to do safety checks, talk to Pogo and Ava, get coffee so that you functioned around people...you would have drug her back to the bedroom...there wouldn't have been any second thoughts about that. You wanted nothing more than to just spend an entire day in bed with her to be honest, but maybe it was best that you weren't able to. Her words are still fresh in your mind and you know first hand that the amusement and fun of the job wears off after while and there was no garuntee that she'd even be able to handle all of this. It had been an absolute joy to hear her say she didn't want to leave but you knew better...she didn't want to leave you and that was only at the moment...what would she say a couple of months down the road, when she'd been living in that camper with you every day. Or when it was so hot that it was actually acceptable for you to walk around in your underwear after hours because there wasn't any other relief...what about the amount of time on the road. You weren't quick to call it more than a very strong attraction to her for both her body and her mind, but part of you was conflicted.
On one hand, the way she talked had you thinking that she was more interested in you enough that she wanted to stay...and that made you happy, happy in a way you hadn't felt in awhile. On the other hand though, this life was hard work, it was hours on the road at midnight when you'd spent all day tearing everything down, it was waking up before the sun came up a majority of the time, it was having to deal with townies that didn't want you there and treated you like shit...and if you were a girl it carried it's own dangers. It wasn't to say that this life wasn't rewarding in its own way or not fun at all, you loved the people you worked with and the job was the only job on earth that you got to make people smile the way they did when they were having fun. You walk with her in silence to get coffee and as you walk you start to form a plan in your head, a plan that hopefully will make things more clear and in perspective. You needed to talk to Pogo though, you needed to know the next few stops as well as your options for her and you getting together...if he said no to any of it, you'd have to think of something else.
You'd taken her around a bit once you'd gotten back to the camp, you'd introduced her to a few of the others though you'd decided to wait on people like Simon...because sure enough he'd get the wrong idea. You introduce her to Ava, who is an older woman with dark hair and brown eyes, she's probably about a foot shorter than you even when she's able to stand straight and from the way she look at Skylar you have a feeling the two of them will get along just fine. Once you get phased out of the conversation you head off in the direction of where you know Pogo usually is this early in the morning and sure enough, once you get close enough you can see him sitting outside with his wife just enjoying the morning. He was a bigger guy, both in height and musculature, he looked as intimidating as he was...at least until you got to know him, once you got to know the balding giant he was more like a father to a lot of you. When you get closer he looks over at you and frowns a bit, you know that it's probably not a good day to be asking these things but it needs done and you weren't going to let him being in a bad mood stop you.
"Pogo...I need to talk to you..."
"What about?"
"I got some questions I need answered."
He looks at his wife and excuses himself before he gets up and walks towards you, as he passes by he puts his hand on your shoulder and starts to walk you with him until you're off in a dead part of the camp. You remember the first time he took you aside like this and you remembered being terrified of him...now, you were just itching to get your questions out.
"What's up?"
"I'm pretty sure you know about the girl I brought back with me the last few nights."
"I've heard."
"First off, do you care if she helps Ava with the kids?"
His frown deepens before he answers you. "That's not normally how this works L..."
"I know...I know Ava needs the help though..."
"You're not wrong. How does Ava feel about her?"
"They've been talking with each other for an hour already."
He surprises you and lets out a loud laugh before he shrugs. "I suppose she can help as long as Ava gets on with her."
"Thank you."
"Was that all?"
"No, What are the next few stops we have..."
"I may have to get back to you with the one after this next one...but for sure the next one is that city to the west of here, bout an hour away."
"Ok...also...I wanted to ask what my options were..."
"With what exactly?" He crosses his arms over his chest and looks at you with a slightly amused look.
"I'm thinking about asking her if she wants to come along...and if she does I know that either you'll have to hire her, or I'll have to give up some money to make it happen."
"You know I wouldn't be able to hire her without looking into her background."
"You hired me without it."
"You'd already been doing this job for years...and you had been highly recommended."
"By who?" You frown, none of the other carnies you'd worked with would have given you a recommendation.
"Your old boss."
"Bullshit Pogo."
"You can call bullshit all you want boy but that's who recommended you."
"Well fuck."
"If...and thats a big if L...if she wants to come with you, and she passes a check...I'll find something for her to do, more than likely I'll have her work a game. But if she doesn't, or she's not good for anything here, you'll be paying out of your check for the cost it will take to have another person here." He sighs. "That's the best I can do."
"I'll take it, she's smart Pogo, I think she'll be good at what you give her."
"Yeah yeah...all the carnies' girlfriends are smart...bring her here when you all decide what you're going to do and we'll have a real talk about it."
He extends his hand and you give it a firm shake before letting go. "Thanks Pogo."
"Yeah yeah, get out of here."
"Don't forget about the next stops..."
"I won't, now get out of here."
When you manage to get back you stop a couple of yards away from where Ava is sitting on her chair while Sky is on the ground surrounded by toddlers, you aren't sure what it is but it hits something in you and you can't bring yourself to interrupt the image that's in front of you. She's laughing and playing with them like it's the most natural thing in the world...and she'd said that she wasn't sure if she'd even like them since she hadn't been around kids. Yet there she was...like she'd done it before.It makes you smile and after a few more minutes of watching her you walk up and have to break the little thing they have going. She stands up and looks at you curiously so you nod your head.
"He said if she didn't care, he didn't care."
"Awesome."
"Ava...I'm going to steal her for a bit is that ok?"
She looks at you for a moment and nods, you take hold of her hand and walk her back to where your place is before telling her to sit in the chair. She does so while you sit on the ground and you let out a slightly frustrated sigh, you want to let her know your plan but you don't know if you should.
"What's wrong..."
"Just a little annoyed is all."
"You can tell me..."
"I know I can, I found out that the next town we're going to is maybe an hour away, to the west. So that means we have another week if we can make visits work..."
"Do you know the name of the town...?"
"If I heard it, I'd recognize it but I can't think of it right now." You scratch the back of your head. "Pogo said he'd let me know about the stops after that. Probably later today."
You watch her pull her phone out and after a few minutes of tapping and sliding her fingers around she hands you her phone, and when you take it you look at the city and feel an instant click.
"Thats it!"
She smiles but it really doesn't reach her eyes. "I work there."
"Really..."
"Mhm..."
"You don't like your job do you."
"I don't mind the job...I can even deal with bitchy customers...i like the people I work with too, its just my boss."
"What's your boss like."
She snorts and its hard not to laugh because she's being serious when she speaks. "He's such a fucking perv...I swear if it has a tits and pussy he wants to fuck it."
"Has he tried anything?" It's out of your mouth before you can stop it and all you can do is watch her face as she frowns.
"He's made comments but...nothing to terrible. You just kind of get used to it after awhile."
"You shouldn't have to get used to that."
"I know that, you know that...he doesn't care, no one will report him because no one has proof other than what he's said to them."
"What does he say?"
"Things that you'd say probably, nice ass, that shirt makes your tits look amazing, and sometimes it gets a bit worse but it doesn't usually happen."
"You're right...I'd say that..."
"Yeah, but I'm kind of involved with you and I'd be a little offended if you weren't saying those things."
"Well I mean, you do have a nice ass..."
She smiles before she gets up and joins you on the ground, and it surprises you when she crawls into your lap and looks into your eyes, like she's looking through you to the deepest part of your soul. She doesn't say anything as she runs her hands up your shoulders and finally she grips your hair again, and you'd be lying if you said you didn't like it. She pulls you to her into a kiss and you get lost in it for a few seconds until you feel her deliberately push her hips down against you, the friction makes your cock twitch and you don't even try to stop the low groan that gets lost in her mouth. This woman was going to kill you...
When she pulls back away from your mouth she does what you'd done earlier, she pulls on your bottom lip with her teeth before grinding her hips down against you again, this time you feel you cock do more than twitch, and she feels it by the look on her face, that satisfaction in her eyes.
"A little something to remember me by today."
"Like I could forget..." It comes out a lot lower than you expect and it takes everything in you not to take this farther when you see how dark her blue eyes are.
"Promise that you'll keep this with you all day, until I take care of it?"
You don't think you could answer if...even if you could actually speak right now you don't think your brain could keep up. When you don't answer right away she slides her hands to the back of your head and pulls on your hair enough that your head tilts back and you're looking up at her, she moves herself over you in such a way that you can feel how warm she is through your pants and it only makes you harder.
"I want to hear you say it." She drops her head down and kisses you again and you put your hands on her hips tightly, though wether you were trying to get her to stop of trying to keep her going you weren't sure. When she pulls back again she smiles at you almost too innocently. "Please?"
"Yes..." It's low, it's quiet, it's damn near a growl at this point.
"I'm the only one that can take care of this..." She pushes her hips down against you hard and you grip her hips tightly when your hips flex up against her.
"Yes..." You hiss from the contact.
"And I'll let you take care of this..." She takes your hand and slides it under her dress, up her leg until your fingers rub over her lightly and dear fucking god is she wet...you rub your fingers over her through her panties and smile just a bit when a shiver works up her back.
She pulls your hand away and goes back to looking at you, wigging her hips against you again. "So, you better be ready to burst out of those shorts tonight."
"I wouldn't worry about that..."
She smiles and opens her mouth but she gets interrupted by a familiar voice and you want to just murder him for walking over here.
"There are kids around you know..."
"Simon what the fuck are you doing over here." You cringe, you're voice is so low that even Simon looks at you strangely even though he knows what is going on.
"It's...about that time." He chuckles and honestly you're surprised and thankful that Sky hasn't tried to climb off of you yet. "Please tell me that you aren't out under that skirt."
"I'll be there soon just fucking leave!"
He laughs before he turns away and walks back to where he came from...his distraction has done nothing to calm your dick though and you are still very much as hard as you can possibly get. She smiles at you but has a pink hue over her cheeks.
"Guess you better go huh...remember." She leans down over you fully, and twists her hips in a way that has your cock rubbing against her hard and you can't help but hiss loudly.
"Yes ma'am."
She climbs off of you and stands up before offering you a hand which you take, you can tell by the smile on her face that your shorts have a very noticeable bulge and she gives you a kiss on the cheek before she walks off in the direction of Ava and the kids.
"Jesus..."
"So, what was all of that?"
"Nothing."
"Doesn't look like nothing." Simon and Tobbe both chuckle as they look down at you, it's hard to miss.
"That woman is going to kill me."
"Looks like she's in charge, and apparently you like that." Tobbe gives you a grin.
He wasn't wrong...you didn't mind one bit being in control and giving out the kind of pleasure that would make a woman ruin bedsheets...you certainly liked the idea of Skylar doing what she'd done not five minutes ago though. You'd honestly let her do what she wanted to you and you could be happy with it. "Maybe so, I'm happy with either..."
"Uh huh..."
"What?"
"You do seem the type to...ya know, switch it up I guess."
Simon chimes in. "Yeah you do look like you could do either."
"Is that a compliment?"
"Why not."
"Anyway..."
_______
Surprisingly the day goes by faster than you thought it would, the kids are all so well behaved that most of the time you are talking with Ava who despite her age, acts nothing like it. You two talk a majority of the day and once it starts to get late, you both feed the kids and before too long they are asleep in their respective areas. It's only when they are gone does Ava turn to you with a curious expression.
"You don't seem like the type of girl the boys usually bring back here."
"The type?"
"Slutty." She leans back in her chair and laughs and for a few seconds you aren't sure if you should laugh too or if you should just sit there. "Usually one brings them back here and they end up with a couple different ones by the end of the night." She puts up her hands. "I'm not going to judge though, who wouldn't want a taste of some of that...am I right?"
You nod though you feel a little off about it all. It feels like you're talking with your grandmother and it's more than a little strange.
"You don't seem interested in anyone else though, so what's you deal?"
"I'm not sure I know what you mean..."
"Why are you hanging around people like us? I know plenty of girls that do it to get back at daddy, to know what it's like, do it because of these boys' reputations...but you don't look like you have anything to prove by being here right now."
"I guess I just got on real well with him and now...I kind of like him."
"Just kind of like him...is that all?"
"I don't know."
She leans in a bit closer and you jump when you realize how close she actually is. "Sure you don't love the boy? He's a cute one for sure."
"I haven't been with him long enough to know wether I'd love him or not."
She makes a show of fanning herself before she grins at you. "Sweetthing, it doesn't matter how long you've known someone. Plenty of poor bastards out there get with someone and stay with them waiting for love to happen and it never does." She leans her head on her hand. "Sometimes you just know, you just know that you want to be with that person, and ya'll just click."
You look at her though she isn't looking at you, you aren't sure if this is coming out of nowhere or if she's trying to prove a point to you.
"Are you saying that you think I'm in love or something?"
"You think I haven't seen the way you looked at him today? Or the little over the clothes action earlier."
You remember it clearly suddenly and it sends a shock right down between your legs, you had your own plans tonight.
"And the fact you've been showing up the last few days, no offense honey but usually if there ain't anything there they fuck them and leave them. They don't keep them around."
You try to change the topic anyway you can but she just smiles at you almost knowingly. "What time do they close tonight?"
"Ten or eleven...so I imagine your loverboy will be back in the next half hour...especially if what I saw before was any indicator."
You feel your face burn again before you get up, though you aren't sure where you're even planning to go.
"Go easy on him, he needs to help tear down tomorrow." She starts to laugh again as you walk away, you don't feel embarrassed though, more annoyed that someone else was speculating on wether or not you loved him or not.
You two had talked a lot, bonded over hobbies, horror movies, dark interests...you'd also heard his story and heard about where he was from and he'd heard about you...he'd heard about your lack of luck in the love department and his over abundance of of getting some. You didn't know what you'd be like with him in the capacity of living with him...and you really didn't know if you'd be any use in his world. Really what could you do? You get close to his camper and sit in the chair like you had earlier, you know that he's probably going to be coming back soon though you also know that he has to start tearing down things as well...so it was hard telling and he had his keys with him. You have no choice but to sit outside and think about it all and you don't know what to think.
the only girls you knew of that said they were in love with someone after a week were the ones that went through guys like they were water, and you certainly weren't like that...to be fair neither of you had had sex in a long time and what you did last night had been so good that you wanted more...even if it was just more of that. It wasn't just the sex that you were interesting in though...he seemed to be interested in you...the entirety of you, and that was unusual. Guys normally made you feel weird for liking the dark shit that you did, made you feel uneasy when they pointed out that you in fact had some chub on you...that either you wore too much make up and were trying for attention at work or didn't wear any and got told you had let yourself go. He never made you feel bad about any of it. He made you feel like you were the only girl in the world that he even looked at or payed attention too...and you can't help but wonder if all the other girls he'd had felt the same way when he was with them. You wondered if he really did just fuck them and leave...it didn't seem like him, or at least the him you knew...but according to him he'd been a lot different in his past. The thoughts lead down their own line of thoughts and you start to wonder how he did it...surely he wasn't one to just push a girl against whatever was nearest and have her there...he seemed to like taking his time.
You stew in your thoughts for what feels like hours before you are aware of someone standing in front of you a few feet away and when you look up you aren't the least surprised to see Linton standing there. It's light enough still that you can see that he's not as worked up as he'd been when you left him this morning but judging from the look on his face-or rather the way he's looking at you like he wants to devour you whole right there, it wouldn't take much to get him back to that. You stand up and close the space between you quietly before you are standing chest to chest with him, you can smell grease on him and it just adds fuel to your fire if anything.
"I need a shower."
"So do I..." You feel his hands on your waist lightly but you can tell that there is some restraint behind it. "Maybe you could use some company."
"What happened to that shy girl that wondered up on my platform just a few days ago."
"You turned her into a monster."
He rubs his thumbs over your waist through your dress. "A monster..."
"So about that shower."
He smiles though it's a sly one as he unlocks the door and lets you in first, once he's in he locks up again and tosses his keys onto the counter. You're already making your way back to the bathroom like you'd been living there with him for years and not just a day or so and he follows you. You get inside and lean into the shower to turn it on, once it gets to where it's not ice cold you start to pull your dress over your head followed by bending over and sliding your panties off. You make a show of it even, you know he's looking so you take a bit longer before you kick them off and turn around to face him. He's not made any move to take his clothes off and he's still staring at you with eyes so dark that you can't even see the green in them...he doesn't move when you put your hands on the bottom of his shirt and pull it up over his head...or when you drop your hands to his pants and start to undo his belt, but when you're hands brush against him through his pants he hisses and grabs your arms. You let out a surprised squeak and before you can think clearly enough you are in the shower with your back against the wall and he's pinning you there, completely naked.
You move your hand down between you and wrap your fingers around him tightly and it makes him let out a low growl as he drops his head against your shoulder, you bring your free hand up and thread your fingers through his hair and pull his head back as you start to move you hand over his cock slowly. You stop though, and he groans a bit when you take your hand away.
"Have to make sure you're clean..." You shift so that you can get some soap in your hand and before he has much time to make another noise of disappointment you have your hand wrapped around him again, stroking him steadily but not enough to where he was going to get off. You were willing to try new things...but dammit it had been hot and you weren't going to go through with it unless he was clean. By the time you feel like he's clean enough, his hands are against the wall, after you let the water rinse him off you pull his head back and bite at his lip before you put your hands on his chest and drop down to your knees. To say that you're a little intimidated right away is an understatement, but ruling out porn altogether no one you'd seen naked was this big. It had been different with feeling hi against you or even having your hand around him but right now you were staring right at it and all you could think about was wondering how he tasted. You wrap your hand around him again before letting your tongue slide over the tip slowly, doing it again before you press him past your lips and take him into your mouth. He lets out a sharp hiss and you can feel him shiver at the feel of your mouth and it pushes you on, you pull back until just his head is left between your lips and you run your tongue over him again before you slide down again, taking him a bit further until you're touching your hand. You let go of him as you pull your head back and put your hands on his hips, glancing up at him long enough to see him watching you intently so you make it a point to keep your eyes on him while you start a fairly steady rhythm.
It doesn't take long to get him back to how hard he was earlier today, and you can tell by how tense his hips are under your fingers that he's trying hard not to move...and while you appreciate it, you get a thought you'd never had before. You close your eyes and the image of his hands on the back of your head are pretty clear, you'd never thought about letting someone do that, but you were thinking a lot of things you normally didn't with him...so you relax yourself the best you can and slide your mouth down over him again, sucking on him hard a few times before pulling back and taking as much of him into your mouth as you can, by the sounds he makes you know that he's struggling hard to keep to himself so you decide to let him know that you wouldn't mind it. Hell, you'd let him do almost anything to you at this rate.
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You have no choice but to open your eyes when the warmth of her mouth disappears and when you look down at her she's sitting there with a small smile over her lips. You watch her give the head of your cock a slow lick and you swear that she's trying to keep you right on the edge or something...it was fucking working pretty well that was for sure.
"I know what you want to do." You can feel her fingers dig into your hips a little while she takes your head into her mouth and strokes her tongue over you shortly, pulling back again. "You want to fuck my mouth don't you..."
You don't think that you could answer if you tried...she wasn't wrong though, goddamn her mouth felt good.
"Answer me..." She slides her tongue down the length of you but doesn't wrap her lips around you.
"You have no idea..."
"So do it."
"I don't think you're ready for that..."
It's like she challenges that, she gives you a look and you watch your cock disappear into her mouth...and suddenly you can't really think straight. She doesn't have all of you in her mouth but she has enough to make you slide your hand dow the wall of the shower and wrap her hair around your hand tightly pulling her back but not entirely off of you. It's funny how much the dominance switches between you and her...you like it.
"If I fuck your mouth I'm not stopping until I cum..."
She doesn't answer you, not that she really could with her mouth still partially full, but she does let out a low moan that makes you have to close your eyes for a few seconds to get yourself back together.
You pull her head back off of you and you look down at her again. "Do you understand what I'm saying Sky..."
"Mhm..."
You're mind goes back to last night, when she'd licked her fingers off and it makes you grip her hair a little tighter, you had a strong feeling that she didn't care if you came in her mouth or not at this point...and that thought made you let out a low growl before you use your other hand and grip your cock to hold it up to her mouth which she doesn't hesitate to take between her lips. It's the end of your total self control though, and once you feel her tongue against your tip you can't anymore, you use your hold of her hair to slide her mouth down over you slowly at first, only stopping when you feel her have trouble relaxing. She surprises you though, after a few more times you can feel her nose barely touch your stomach and it's like seeing red. You pull her head back and let her get a few breaths in before you slide your cock into her mouth...into her fucking throat and you hold her there feeling your hips flex against her mouth. The fact that she's letting you do this and the feeling of her mouth and how she's swallowing around you is almost torture and you know that you won't be able to keep going for very long. You pull her back and push her back down, picking up a pretty admittedly rough rhythm of keeping her head down over you and rolling your hips against her, it feels so fucking good though and when you feel that you're close your actions only get rougher. You groan out a half warning to her and pull her head back harshly, more harshly than you had really meant to but she's unfazed by it, looking at you with dark eyes and swollen lips that are just fucking begging to be back around you.
"last chance..." It comes out low, broken even and the way she reacts to it is to lean forward and wrap her hand around you and start to move her head quickly along with her hand, her lips, her tongue, her hand...all of it pulls you just to the edge or your release and when she grabs your hips tightly and presses herself down on your cock deeply enough you can feel her throat again it's over. You let out a loud groan and grab the back of her head, holding her down over you hard as your orgasm takes you over, your hips tense up and flex into her mouth and even if she hadn't intended to take your cum she had no choice now...you'd warned her.
When she pulls back away from you she takes in a sharp breath and coughs, keeping hold of your hips tightly. Despite the fact that you can't properly think straight you feel a bit guilty for what you'd done especially when she sits there for a long moment just trying to get herself calmed down enough to breath. You lean down and help her up before turning the water off- it had gotten cold awhile ago anyhow-and helping her out of the shower before turning away from her and grabbing one of the towels that you kept in there. You wrap it around her shoulders and pull her up to you in a hug and while you think she'll pull away she doesn't.
"Sorry..."
She clears her throat a little. "For what?"
"Your throat..."
She smiles and its hard to not notice how her lips are still pink and swollen. "I asked for it...and wasn't disappointed."
"Does that mean that I get to repay the favor?" You make your point a bit by dropping your hand down between her legs and rubbing your fingers over her.
"If you're up for it..."
"Trust me, I'll be up for it."
You don't waste your time with walking the few feet to the bed, you don't think you could wait honestly. You push her back against the door lightly before you sit on your knees in front of her, you feel her hands in your hair though she doesn't try to pull on it this time, you put your hands on her hips and lean forward so that you can kiss her stomach before making a lone downwards until you move your hands to push her legs apart more. You feel her fingers tense up and you can't help but smile against her skin before you slide your tongue over her barely hard enough that she can feel it. You shift so that your sitting down and it gives you the best angle that you can have while she's standing, you grip her hips and don't hesitate to bury your face in her and the sound she makes only makes you go at it more. You work your tongue over her clit slowly at first, almost like you wanted to tease her but even you had to admit that teasing sounded like no fun tonight...what you really wanted was to bury your dick into her, but you were hesitant about that still so you'd take anything you could right now. She twists her fingers into your hair tighter and moves her hips a bit, you tighten your hold on her skin and help move her so that she is pressing her hips in time with your stokes over her. You don't have to look up at her to know that she's probably pink, she's breathing heavily and you can tell by the muffled noises that she's biting her lip. You don't want to hear that though, you want to hear her so you pull her hips down against your mouth and give her clit a light bite before you slide your tongue down the length of her pussy and push it inside her as far as you can. She lets out a surprised moan and pulls your head closer to her, you don't resist it and slide your hands around to her backside gripping her skin tightly while you move your tongue in and out of her, making her back arch off the door.
But all to suddenly she pulls your head back and you look at her with a confused expression.
"Stop...not like this...."
You bring your hand forward and rub your fingers over her slowly, you have a hard time believing that she'd want to stop now when she was practically dripping. "How then?"
"Inside..."
You shake your head, you don't want to do that unless you're sure you'll get to do it again...but you don't tell her that. "Can't...no condoms..."
She looks down at you for what feels like a long time before she gives your hair a small tug and you stand up slowly, leaning into her...it's not surprise that you're starting to get hard again and she can't help but smile when she feels it dig into her hip. "I may have an idea..."
"Alright."
She leans up and kisses you softly before she pushes off the door and opens it. "Go lay down. Don't touch yourself though."
The tone she has makes your cock ache but you do what she says and once you get into your room you lay down on your back and resist the horribly strong urge to at least run your hand over yourself to relieve some of the pain. When she walks in she doesn't say anything and climbs up over you, reaching down and wrapping her hand around you tightly...before you can fathom to question what she's doing she gives you a few strong strokes that get you hard enough that you can feel yourself hit your stomach when she lets go. If that wasn't bad enough though, she moves over you so that she's sitting on you without letting you go inside her...and you feel like you're going to loose your fucking mind if she doesn't move or do something.
Like she can read your mind she sits up straight and grinds her hips down against you and your hands fly up to her waist, fingers digging into her skin hard when she slides her hips backwards over you. You feel her hands take hold of yours and move them though, she leans over you pressing the head of your cock into her clit hard enough that you both let out a moan at the feeling. She pins your hands next to your head and starts to roll and twist her hips so that your cock is sliding against her cunt, your tip rubbing against her in just the most amazing way. You have never once had to control yourself this much with someone, let alone with someone that just a few days ago was too shy to even look you in the face, and now she was taking complete control of the situation, so close to being able to twist your hips just right and have her ride you as hard as she wanted...but you just lay there under her, letting her keep sliding your cock between her wet folds until you both are panting and groaning...ready to just explode already. She lets go of your hands and sits up a little so that she can wrap her hand around you and you let out a loud growl at it before she grinds herself against the head of your cock. Your hands slide up her legs and grip her hips tightly as she picks up a quick pace of practically riding your tip...you honestly didn't know if you'd be able to say no to her the next time you got this close to being inside her...your thoughts get sidetracked though when you feel the building wall of fire in your stomach tense up suddenly and before you can think about it you put one of your hands between her legs and start to rub your fingers over her clit quickly and that's all it takes for both of you. You tense up and hold her down against you as you push your hips up against her, feeling your release it both your stomach and hers, you also feel her cum over the head of your cock and all you can do is lean your head back and enjoy the feeling of it.
She had fallen forward a little and had her hands on your shoulders but now you felt her arms shaking so you reach up and pull her down onto you, Neither of you care about the mess between you, you just enjoy having her there, and you keep your arms around her tightly putting your face against her hair.
"Why...why didn't you want to have sex?" It's quiet when she does talk and it makes you move so that you can look her in the eyes...you don't think that you could ever really get tired of that.
"I told you...no condoms..."
"That's not the only reason though...is it."
You frown at her tone. "What do you mean?"
"Do you even want to?"
"You have no idea how badly..."
"Why don't you then?"
"Because, if I do, I'll want to more than that one time. We have another week to do this, but after that it comes down to how badly we want this to work Sky...and I don't want to be a regret of yours."
"I wouldn't regret it."
"You don't know that Sky."
She leans up on her arm and looks at you but she looks upset by what you'd said. "If I regretted anything I've done with you, I wouldn't have come back...I've already let you do a few things that I've never thought of doing before...and you think that I'll regret this?"
"Who knows about what you do with me?"
"I've not talked to anyone about it..."
"And when you do, they find out that you're fucking around with a carny what do you think they're going to say."
"I don't care..."
"You say that now...look...we have one more week at least. I like you a lot Sky and...honestly if I thought that I could, I'd leave here and try to find something respectable around here."
"I wouldn't expect you to..."
"And I wouldn't expect you to give up what you have here to come with me either."
She watches you for an uncomfortably long time before she speaks, though you're surprised by how much genuine truth is in her voice. "I'm happy here though...I've not been this happy in years. I hate this town, I hate my job...even right now, I'd rather spend my night here where at least I'm with someone that likes me as opposed to another night alone in that apartment that I can barely stand to be in."
"I have an idea then..."
"What?"
"We'll be in that city for the week...you can stay here during the week while you go to work, and at the end of the week...we'll figure out what we're going to do..." When she doesn't say anything you go on. "I'll give you an idea of what it's like to live with me, or at least in the capacity we'd be living with each other while we work...and since I'm sure you get off before I do, you'd have a chance to get to know the people here-I doubt they won't like you though."
"What about your boss..."
"I don't give a fuck about him right now, what I do give a fuck about is finding out wether we want this enough to make it work...we're not always going to want to fuck before we go to bed you know."
"Im well aware of that."
"What do you think then...if we have another stop nearby we can see how that week goes too....but that's it, after that stop or this next one, we're leaving the state."
"It'll have to work."
You pull her down again and kiss her, you want nothing more-in the deepest part of your soul-for her to agree to come with you...you'd be willing to give up a bit of your weekly pay to make sure that she was with you. You wanted this so badly, badly enough that you were praying that you had two more stops in this state and you could give her tie to decided what she really wanted to do. She said she was happy here with you, but how much of that was because of the sexual things you two had been doing and how much of it was because she genuinely enjoyed being here. You needed to know for sure, so you started to come up with a small plan for the next week that you hoped would clear some of that up.