Ghosts of the past...

[malisan]

Ghosts of the past haunt me. Memories and aches and pains long dead rising to the fore once more to bring me into the delusional decay I thought left behind. The things I have hated and worked to purge are once again thrust in my face with macabre consistency. Reminders everyday of everything I have failed at, everything I have done wrong. The

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[spachler]

*Ahem* Morgon, Ryan, whatever you're calling yourself at the moment. I'm going to say this once, so pay attention

-the scorpion sting-

[drkvamp]

The cold sting, begins to itch, as I feel the tail whipping out at you bro. I know this is going to hurt you, but it is something I have to say

[kagetamashii]

Morgon, I do not read this and pity you or anything else. I do not believe any of those things were your fault, though I can understand you feeling as though they were. I can understand why you blame yourself. You just have to remember, hun, we all make mistakes. We all do things we are not proud of. We all have a monster inside of us, a dark side, even. It exists in every single living creature on the face of this earth. Bad things happen to people, and some times they do not deserve it, but it's life. You have to accept it and move on. Blaming yourself for these things that happened so long ago isn't going to help the people involved, nor is it going to make their lives today any easier. All it is going to do is consume you with a guilt that will eat away at your very core. Everything that happens happens for a reason. We do not always understand why, but there are reasons behind it. Some lessons are learned hard. I have yet to meet one person who can honestly look back and say there is nothing they have done that are

Remember Bro-

[drkvamp]

V"""V

Heh.

[malisan]

I would certainly hope you are not. 0.o;; Thanks, everyone, for the support... and the harsh words.

[spachler]

XD If you ever need to have reality slap you up the back side of the head like a frozen fish again. You know I'm there for you, man.

I care too -_-

[wingedmistress]

I understand what you are saying, and I also understand that you needed to just get it out. I also agree with what everyone else said as well hun. We all make our own choices, no matter what others think, we make them cause that is what we want, or even feel that we have to do. You should never blame yourself for anyone else's choices. Only blame yourself for the personal choices that you make about yourself. You can't control everyone and everything. at least not on this plane of exsistance HEH. Just know that I love you and will always be here for you. We have shared many things, things that will not be shared with others. I have seen your "bad" side and you have seen mine, at least a portion of it. Love you Babe.

Re: I care too -_-

[malisan]

Thanks Rose, and I have seen your 'bad' side, more than you know. But, thank you for still loving me despite the darkness that we both know is inside. I love you Sweetie.

[ninja_yukiko]

Ah.. x.x' Ryan. -hugs- Don't put yourself down for those things, none of them were your fault. And yes, Lisa is going hypocritical, and is late on her comment, but I'ma post it anyway.

The woman you say is in the mental ward chose to put herself there, you didn't grab her hand and drag her there, then tell her stay. You didn't force the drugs onto her either. If she chose to do those drugs because she thought she had to, to drown out feelings she had at the moment, so be it. It's her choice, not yours, don't fucking worry about it.

I'm not going to tell you to stop whining, because we all know I whine more then anyone could possibly imagine, but that's why we all love Lisa. ^^

Feel better hun. -Hugs- I love you. -Skits-

And yes, I know, I never say it.. I just did, get over it.