Comments | malisan: Epiphany

malisan

Epiphany

Oct 23, 2006 18:08

I'm kind of tired at the moment. Tired, emotional, and drained... Not from any stress, not from any problems ( Read more... )

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spachler October 24 2006, 04:31:18 UTC

Once? I met orson scott card. ^_^ Got a copy of ender's... uh... shadow or game signed XD

malisan October 25 2006, 03:06:02 UTC

Unfair!!! *Thppbts* Must go for nicotine... >.>

ninja_yukiko October 27 2006, 19:18:48 UTC

Hm, sounds like a good book..

And as to why people destroy their own souls, why they wish to forget everything..

Sometimes it's just to painful to remember. I choose to forget, to not think about it.. because if I did I'd be in my bed 24/7, crying or sleeping my life away. But I do that most of the time anyway xD HAH, hypocrite, hu? Can't help it.

ninja_yukiko October 29 2006, 02:27:35 UTC

I remember... I remember, hurt, cry, and grow stronger. Every single day. Sometimes the pain is too much to bear for the time being and thats all fine and dandy. But people can't run away all their lives... It doesn't make for a life worth living.

ninja_yukiko October 29 2006, 02:28:32 UTC

Who said I wanted this life...?

malisan October 29 2006, 02:32:18 UTC

Nobody said -any- of us wanted these lives. But then again, we chose them. Chose the path to wander, chose the ways to react, chose every little thing we could control. We chose how we would feel about certain things. We chose what actions we would take in relation to our feelings. And, ultimately, we chose exactly what kind of pains to inflict on ourselves. We chose whether to hold others above ourselves, or to hold ourselves equal to none. (Either above or below, both ways aren't right) It doesn't matter anymore whether we -want- the lives we have... All that matters now is if we will sculpt the lives we have -into- the lives we want...